Wednesday, October 31, 2007
왜 왜 왜 ,, ,왜 이렇게?
.. . . .. . . . . . .
사람은 너무이상해요.
이세상 너무이상해 .. .
아마 그것은 세상의비밀 ?
was i just taught this way?
or is it that people are just becoming far more ignorant. . ?
too self centered perhaps?
too insensitive perhaps?
for our own welfare we do not care about other people.
haha.. putting others before self.
How could Jesus actually put his feelings aside when He did everything ?
Is it because he could understand the actions of others and forgive others so quickly?
haha, i must be like Him.!~
촉감 진가가 인정되지 않은
ㅋㅋㅋ >>>> 닥쳐닥쳐 @@
.. . . .. . . . . . .
사람은 너무이상해요.
이세상 너무이상해 .. .
아마 그것은 세상의비밀 ?
was i just taught this way?
or is it that people are just becoming far more ignorant. . ?
too self centered perhaps?
too insensitive perhaps?
for our own welfare we do not care about other people.
haha.. putting others before self.
How could Jesus actually put his feelings aside when He did everything ?
Is it because he could understand the actions of others and forgive others so quickly?
haha, i must be like Him.!~
촉감 진가가 인정되지 않은
ㅋㅋㅋ >>>> 닥쳐닥쳐 @@
what we could have been, 4:48 AM.
Monday, October 29, 2007
seems like my fingers feel lazier to type.
months back, my fingers could fire off on the keyboard like no one;s business. and today, it is slower than ever. Worst still, my spelling errors are atrocious. Blogging improves your English they may say? I do not think so . People still blog with tonnes of grammatical errors and get away with it. There are chances for errors, you can just backspace them, there are chances for you to take your words back you just backspace. The three forbidden fruits of miss p;. Deletions, insertions and cancellations. I am guilty of it . Perhaps in this IT savvy world, you get auto corrections, Microsoft underlines the word which you have spelt wrongly, and helps you correct it.
People are online almost 24/7,perhaps knowing that their existence on the online world matters to others make them feel damn good, perhaps its just to catch up with some people, or perhaps just waiting for someone else to talk to them, perhaps putting some sort of rather sad nick for someone to notice them somehow.
True enough, you may get what you want, but to do it all the time, it becomes tiring. Many a time, we unconsciously do these things which seek minor attention is because we just do not seem to get the appropriate, or rather, desired responses of our hearts. Then we think that , "Perhaps something else would work. .. just perhaps". But the more we do not get the responses we want, the worse we feel. or perhaps when we get the ones we want , we go" perhaps one more time".. ..
haha, i know this because i am guilty of it too. well, previously of course. Face it, negative feelings are difficult to overcome. But i think i got so tired of being so sad that i actually made myself overly positive. haha , today i felt so extremely positive that i think i am actually insane. i was laughing to myself. LOL. i realized a large number of such things on my contact list, if i am not the one trying to cheer others up , then there is nothing else i can do for others. True enough, EVERYONE definitely has something for them to brood over! surely it can be comparable to yours, but it is due to their will to push all them problems aside and face them challenges with a smile@~
This is just a random thought i had over the past few months. It has been a very long while since i have blogged.
oh goodness, though i was very positive and happy this afternoon, i am not , for now. Why so? hhh i guess i won;t record it down here for reasons, but i know i will be over it ^____^~
lets see,,, i had Chinese Alevels today. Was it difficult? Perhaps to a certain extent. My dad gave me Chinese "lessons" during the past two days, and it was very fun! i loved it!! my dad makes Chinese very interesting for me, highly unlike my mother, who makes me hate learning most of the time. Dad has this really encouraging voice and i am sooo thankful for it.
现在我对华文有浓厚的兴趣
I started off the composition on the part for question 3 , as i was writing away furiously, i turned and realised " OH GOSH@ THERE IS AN EMPTY BOX FOR QUESTION 5 =_________=. "
yeh. i thought the boxes for question one and two were meant for the teachers to write in the scores or something. haha.,~~~~ BUT ITS OK. they gave me another book to fill in my other answers = = ......
Yeh ~! praise the Lord.
months back, my fingers could fire off on the keyboard like no one;s business. and today, it is slower than ever. Worst still, my spelling errors are atrocious. Blogging improves your English they may say? I do not think so . People still blog with tonnes of grammatical errors and get away with it. There are chances for errors, you can just backspace them, there are chances for you to take your words back you just backspace. The three forbidden fruits of miss p;. Deletions, insertions and cancellations. I am guilty of it . Perhaps in this IT savvy world, you get auto corrections, Microsoft underlines the word which you have spelt wrongly, and helps you correct it.
People are online almost 24/7,perhaps knowing that their existence on the online world matters to others make them feel damn good, perhaps its just to catch up with some people, or perhaps just waiting for someone else to talk to them, perhaps putting some sort of rather sad nick for someone to notice them somehow.
True enough, you may get what you want, but to do it all the time, it becomes tiring. Many a time, we unconsciously do these things which seek minor attention is because we just do not seem to get the appropriate, or rather, desired responses of our hearts. Then we think that , "Perhaps something else would work. .. just perhaps". But the more we do not get the responses we want, the worse we feel. or perhaps when we get the ones we want , we go" perhaps one more time".. ..
haha, i know this because i am guilty of it too. well, previously of course. Face it, negative feelings are difficult to overcome. But i think i got so tired of being so sad that i actually made myself overly positive. haha , today i felt so extremely positive that i think i am actually insane. i was laughing to myself. LOL. i realized a large number of such things on my contact list, if i am not the one trying to cheer others up , then there is nothing else i can do for others. True enough, EVERYONE definitely has something for them to brood over! surely it can be comparable to yours, but it is due to their will to push all them problems aside and face them challenges with a smile@~
This is just a random thought i had over the past few months. It has been a very long while since i have blogged.
oh goodness, though i was very positive and happy this afternoon, i am not , for now. Why so? hhh i guess i won;t record it down here for reasons, but i know i will be over it ^____^~
lets see,,, i had Chinese Alevels today. Was it difficult? Perhaps to a certain extent. My dad gave me Chinese "lessons" during the past two days, and it was very fun! i loved it!! my dad makes Chinese very interesting for me, highly unlike my mother, who makes me hate learning most of the time. Dad has this really encouraging voice and i am sooo thankful for it.
现在我对华文有浓厚的兴趣
I started off the composition on the part for question 3 , as i was writing away furiously, i turned and realised " OH GOSH@ THERE IS AN EMPTY BOX FOR QUESTION 5 =_________=. "
yeh. i thought the boxes for question one and two were meant for the teachers to write in the scores or something. haha.,~~~~ BUT ITS OK. they gave me another book to fill in my other answers = = ......
Yeh ~! praise the Lord.
Labels: A thought.
what we could have been, 7:35 AM.
Saturday, October 27, 2007
dear diary,
seriously. i'm falling in love with this awesomest band.. THIS PROVIDENCE.
go check it out. you'll love indie like an indian
seriously. i'm falling in love with this awesomest band.. THIS PROVIDENCE.
go check it out. you'll love indie like an indian
what we could have been, 2:05 AM.
Friday, October 26, 2007
on 25th,,the Thursday, the longly awaited last day of school.
11 of us went out to town , after about an hour of negotiation in school, we finally decided to watch a movie at cine.
initially my mother didn;t allow me to go, but i insisted that i MUST go out as i was feeling pretty stressed out by , i dontknowwhat -
so anyway,everyone was late~! i was later as i walked in the wrong direction twice. When i reached somerset MRT, Thomas was already trying to harass/secretly take snapshots of huilian .likewise, huilian is also successful in this game,
DIONG.
so anyway , Yiak hung ,yifeng, the ong brothers, thomas, huilian, sharon, sujing, huilian and i went to cine to watch THE SEEKER.
stupid movie, we all agreed. LOL
huilian says
"好像是专门来骗小孩的电影." HAHA~ [ it is like a movie made to lie to little kids.]
jasmine and Fendi joined us shortly after and we all of us checked out the apple store.
BEHOLD.
met the Siamese twins.
nel and ah nel, a.k.a, nelnel.
this is nel and ah nel
this is ah nel when he attempts to make out with himself.
looks more like the twins are rejoined by the nose. LOL
me and ah lian : ) ~! ^^
this is diong trying to act cute.
Thousand fingered buddha human.
!!KAHXIAN;s freakishly huge muscles
[looks wrong.. - - ]
feeling all kek-ed up?
This me when i have an eye bigger than jasmine;s .
haha.. the wonders of technology.
we then had pasta for dinner ~:)
HAHA~ lo and behold, live entertainment.
bringing you...
the one and only.
KX the PSYCHIC.
. with a deep, intense look in his eyes, using his eye power, FULL concentration and UNSHAKEN determination, the oh-powerful kx tries to BEND! the spoon with his psychic powers,!!!!!His only audience at the back, looking in AWe. haha.
...
..
however,
.
he failed.
haha
hahah~~~ we spent about an hour eating , crapping and stuff.
and then we walked to ps .. and i had to leave early. lol
neway this outing was fun guys!! hahahah yay
ZzzZ tired. lol
11 of us went out to town , after about an hour of negotiation in school, we finally decided to watch a movie at cine.
initially my mother didn;t allow me to go, but i insisted that i MUST go out as i was feeling pretty stressed out by , i dontknowwhat -
so anyway,everyone was late~! i was later as i walked in the wrong direction twice. When i reached somerset MRT, Thomas was already trying to harass/secretly take snapshots of huilian .likewise, huilian is also successful in this game,
DIONG.
so anyway , Yiak hung ,yifeng, the ong brothers, thomas, huilian, sharon, sujing, huilian and i went to cine to watch THE SEEKER.
stupid movie, we all agreed. LOL
huilian says
"好像是专门来骗小孩的电影." HAHA~ [ it is like a movie made to lie to little kids.]
jasmine and Fendi joined us shortly after and we all of us checked out the apple store.
BEHOLD.
met the Siamese twins.
nel and ah nel, a.k.a, nelnel.
this is nel and ah nel
this is ah nel when he attempts to make out with himself.
looks more like the twins are rejoined by the nose. LOL
me and ah lian : ) ~! ^^
this is diong trying to act cute.
Thousand fingered buddha human.
!!KAHXIAN;s freakishly huge muscles
[looks wrong.. - - ]
feeling all kek-ed up?
This me when i have an eye bigger than jasmine;s .
haha.. the wonders of technology.
we then had pasta for dinner ~:)
HAHA~ lo and behold, live entertainment.
bringing you...
the one and only.
KX the PSYCHIC.
. with a deep, intense look in his eyes, using his eye power, FULL concentration and UNSHAKEN determination, the oh-powerful kx tries to BEND! the spoon with his psychic powers,!!!!!His only audience at the back, looking in AWe. haha.
...
..
however,
.
he failed.
haha
hahah~~~ we spent about an hour eating , crapping and stuff.
and then we walked to ps .. and i had to leave early. lol
neway this outing was fun guys!! hahahah yay
ZzzZ tired. lol
Labels: outings
what we could have been, 11:49 AM.
FINALLY~!
TRULYKKYLIE is my new blog~
Today , 27th October 2007, is the date of birth of my new blog~
this sets a new mark for me, this is the time when i decide that i want to do something with my life and my mind, starting from the age of seventeen.
it took quite some time to come up with this new link .
thoughtful right?
i decided to start a new blog because i want to be clear about everything and i also wanted bury all my problems with my previous blog.
I have also decided to make myself look everything from different perspectives and look at things positively~!
making changes.
thats what i will keep doing to improve myself ~
mypromisetomyself: )
TRULYKKYLIE is my new blog~
Today , 27th October 2007, is the date of birth of my new blog~
this sets a new mark for me, this is the time when i decide that i want to do something with my life and my mind, starting from the age of seventeen.
it took quite some time to come up with this new link .
thoughtful right?
i decided to start a new blog because i want to be clear about everything and i also wanted bury all my problems with my previous blog.
I have also decided to make myself look everything from different perspectives and look at things positively~!
making changes.
thats what i will keep doing to improve myself ~
mypromisetomyself: )
what we could have been, 9:06 AM.
