Monday, October 29, 2007
seems like my fingers feel lazier to type.
months back, my fingers could fire off on the keyboard like no one;s business. and today, it is slower than ever. Worst still, my spelling errors are atrocious. Blogging improves your English they may say? I do not think so . People still blog with tonnes of grammatical errors and get away with it. There are chances for errors, you can just backspace them, there are chances for you to take your words back you just backspace. The three forbidden fruits of miss p;. Deletions, insertions and cancellations. I am guilty of it . Perhaps in this IT savvy world, you get auto corrections, Microsoft underlines the word which you have spelt wrongly, and helps you correct it.
People are online almost 24/7,perhaps knowing that their existence on the online world matters to others make them feel damn good, perhaps its just to catch up with some people, or perhaps just waiting for someone else to talk to them, perhaps putting some sort of rather sad nick for someone to notice them somehow.
True enough, you may get what you want, but to do it all the time, it becomes tiring. Many a time, we unconsciously do these things which seek minor attention is because we just do not seem to get the appropriate, or rather, desired responses of our hearts. Then we think that , "Perhaps something else would work. .. just perhaps". But the more we do not get the responses we want, the worse we feel. or perhaps when we get the ones we want , we go" perhaps one more time".. ..
haha, i know this because i am guilty of it too. well, previously of course. Face it, negative feelings are difficult to overcome. But i think i got so tired of being so sad that i actually made myself overly positive. haha , today i felt so extremely positive that i think i am actually insane. i was laughing to myself. LOL. i realized a large number of such things on my contact list, if i am not the one trying to cheer others up , then there is nothing else i can do for others. True enough, EVERYONE definitely has something for them to brood over! surely it can be comparable to yours, but it is due to their will to push all them problems aside and face them challenges with a smile@~
This is just a random thought i had over the past few months. It has been a very long while since i have blogged.
oh goodness, though i was very positive and happy this afternoon, i am not , for now. Why so? hhh i guess i won;t record it down here for reasons, but i know i will be over it ^____^~
lets see,,, i had Chinese Alevels today. Was it difficult? Perhaps to a certain extent. My dad gave me Chinese "lessons" during the past two days, and it was very fun! i loved it!! my dad makes Chinese very interesting for me, highly unlike my mother, who makes me hate learning most of the time. Dad has this really encouraging voice and i am sooo thankful for it.
现在我对华文有浓厚的兴趣
I started off the composition on the part for question 3 , as i was writing away furiously, i turned and realised " OH GOSH@ THERE IS AN EMPTY BOX FOR QUESTION 5 =_________=. "
yeh. i thought the boxes for question one and two were meant for the teachers to write in the scores or something. haha.,~~~~ BUT ITS OK. they gave me another book to fill in my other answers = = ......
Yeh ~! praise the Lord.
months back, my fingers could fire off on the keyboard like no one;s business. and today, it is slower than ever. Worst still, my spelling errors are atrocious. Blogging improves your English they may say? I do not think so . People still blog with tonnes of grammatical errors and get away with it. There are chances for errors, you can just backspace them, there are chances for you to take your words back you just backspace. The three forbidden fruits of miss p;. Deletions, insertions and cancellations. I am guilty of it . Perhaps in this IT savvy world, you get auto corrections, Microsoft underlines the word which you have spelt wrongly, and helps you correct it.
People are online almost 24/7,perhaps knowing that their existence on the online world matters to others make them feel damn good, perhaps its just to catch up with some people, or perhaps just waiting for someone else to talk to them, perhaps putting some sort of rather sad nick for someone to notice them somehow.
True enough, you may get what you want, but to do it all the time, it becomes tiring. Many a time, we unconsciously do these things which seek minor attention is because we just do not seem to get the appropriate, or rather, desired responses of our hearts. Then we think that , "Perhaps something else would work. .. just perhaps". But the more we do not get the responses we want, the worse we feel. or perhaps when we get the ones we want , we go" perhaps one more time".. ..
haha, i know this because i am guilty of it too. well, previously of course. Face it, negative feelings are difficult to overcome. But i think i got so tired of being so sad that i actually made myself overly positive. haha , today i felt so extremely positive that i think i am actually insane. i was laughing to myself. LOL. i realized a large number of such things on my contact list, if i am not the one trying to cheer others up , then there is nothing else i can do for others. True enough, EVERYONE definitely has something for them to brood over! surely it can be comparable to yours, but it is due to their will to push all them problems aside and face them challenges with a smile@~
This is just a random thought i had over the past few months. It has been a very long while since i have blogged.
oh goodness, though i was very positive and happy this afternoon, i am not , for now. Why so? hhh i guess i won;t record it down here for reasons, but i know i will be over it ^____^~
lets see,,, i had Chinese Alevels today. Was it difficult? Perhaps to a certain extent. My dad gave me Chinese "lessons" during the past two days, and it was very fun! i loved it!! my dad makes Chinese very interesting for me, highly unlike my mother, who makes me hate learning most of the time. Dad has this really encouraging voice and i am sooo thankful for it.
现在我对华文有浓厚的兴趣
I started off the composition on the part for question 3 , as i was writing away furiously, i turned and realised " OH GOSH@ THERE IS AN EMPTY BOX FOR QUESTION 5 =_________=. "
yeh. i thought the boxes for question one and two were meant for the teachers to write in the scores or something. haha.,~~~~ BUT ITS OK. they gave me another book to fill in my other answers = = ......
Yeh ~! praise the Lord.
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what we could have been, 7:35 AM.
