Tuesday, November 13, 2007
마음이 앞어요. .
안좋아요..
나 바보 그리워요##.
미치겠어..하하
니가 어떻게 이럴수있어?!
. . .
아,,,,나의 꿈이 워에요?
나도 몰라요. .
아,당신운 강헤 져야 해요@!! 바보.
잘할꺼야 .
ah. so much for self praise.
Do i actually have the rights to feel like this ?
man maybe if i was more patient than this : )
things won;t be that bad can it?
Do you know why people fear letting others know their fears?
If admitting something has power in it, then does it mean that when you admit your fear, you are allowing it to happen to you?
or perhaps when you admit your fear, you are telling others that you are ready to confront it . .
i am not sure myself.
i am so fearful now.
so so so fearful
you always tell me that you are sorry,
I always act like it is nothing because i am fearful you know ?
but you don;t know anything , because you lead your own life while i sit here and always come back to the same spot.
Do you know what does the name k.kyl|e actually mean ? it actually means boomerang. and a boomerang comes back to it;s original position after being thrown.
what do i fear then ?
wait i don;t want to tell you cuz i don;t want to confront it yet . . . .
oh my god. i feel so weak .
about cellgroup.
i really don;t know
about church
i really don't know
sometimes you just feel like you don;t belong.
or do i just do not want to see some faces again?
or is it that i am too ashamed to be part of the same family again ?
몰라몰라몰라@@
했갈려@ ... . . .
울고싶어.
안좋아요..
나 바보 그리워요##.
미치겠어..하하
니가 어떻게 이럴수있어?!
. . .
아,,,,나의 꿈이 워에요?
나도 몰라요. .
아,당신운 강헤 져야 해요@!! 바보.
잘할꺼야 .
ah. so much for self praise.
Do i actually have the rights to feel like this ?
man maybe if i was more patient than this : )
things won;t be that bad can it?
Do you know why people fear letting others know their fears?
If admitting something has power in it, then does it mean that when you admit your fear, you are allowing it to happen to you?
or perhaps when you admit your fear, you are telling others that you are ready to confront it . .
i am not sure myself.
i am so fearful now.
so so so fearful
you always tell me that you are sorry,
I always act like it is nothing because i am fearful you know ?
but you don;t know anything , because you lead your own life while i sit here and always come back to the same spot.
Do you know what does the name k.kyl|e actually mean ? it actually means boomerang. and a boomerang comes back to it;s original position after being thrown.
what do i fear then ?
wait i don;t want to tell you cuz i don;t want to confront it yet . . . .
oh my god. i feel so weak .
about cellgroup.
i really don;t know
about church
i really don't know
sometimes you just feel like you don;t belong.
or do i just do not want to see some faces again?
or is it that i am too ashamed to be part of the same family again ?
몰라몰라몰라@@
했갈려@ ... . . .
울고싶어.
what we could have been, 6:16 AM.
