i don;t feel like talking
How often,
how how often
when you feel so damn lousy
your friends come give you a pat on the shoulder
" it;s ok"
not often
open up your inbox.
your handphone.
" msn is closing down"
"meeting tomorrow"
"training tomorrow"
"tomorrow,4 pm,don;t be late"
"what homework AH"
What happened?
they all appear to cease to exist.
Diminished into nothing.
Look into the windows of their souls
what do you see?
I always look into the eyes of others .
You never know what they have seen
or been through
how many times they cried
what they have witnessed
the eyes that smile
the eyes that say " i hate"
or simply the sheer emptiness that exist in the eyes
always wondering so far away
they look at you with those eyes
and then the mind just wonders off.
i think i just need. one thing
if you knew me,
you would know what i want.
don;t you?
what we could have been, 8:59 AM.