Sunday, December 9, 2007
hello~~
i;ve disappeared for the past three days.
so what have i been upto?
i attended LANDMARKFORUM with my dad and my youngest sister, basically they were teaching you how to lead a powerful life. Though i still do not really get it, but now i know how to create possibilities for myself.
It';s basically a three day event in which you sit there and listen to the person talk and then you can apply it to your life. My eyes were opened to things which i never thought i would see and i never knew that would happen.
I guess now there are a few things which i want to clear up to get my breakthrough.
i just want to apologize to the people whom i have been unreasonable to, or perhaps sometimes i appear proud to. i am responsible for my actions and in which i have put people down in the course of being too proud or unreasonable and always thinking i am right. I hope people who have been hurt would forgive me. Right now i think there is one thing i should do, which is to call that auntie who hurt me last year. 16th december 2006. i am still angry about it, and now i wish to reconcile with her and be complete.
you are powerful. People always do things they do because of this thing. to " look good". Everyone around you just wants to look good in front of you. See how powerful you are? hhhh Sometimes we create stories and deceive yourself and get trapped in a viscous cycle, and do you know what, it becomes a baggage.
I think i need to learn how to put down my defense mechanisms and not run my rackets on people. hh
hahaha do you want to know about the viscous cycle?~ hhhh
i learned so many things from this forum man~ haha i hope to share it~
anyway~~~~~~~~~~~~~ time to enjoy my life~~! hahah
: )
i;ve disappeared for the past three days.
so what have i been upto?
i attended LANDMARKFORUM with my dad and my youngest sister, basically they were teaching you how to lead a powerful life. Though i still do not really get it, but now i know how to create possibilities for myself.
It';s basically a three day event in which you sit there and listen to the person talk and then you can apply it to your life. My eyes were opened to things which i never thought i would see and i never knew that would happen.
I guess now there are a few things which i want to clear up to get my breakthrough.
i just want to apologize to the people whom i have been unreasonable to, or perhaps sometimes i appear proud to. i am responsible for my actions and in which i have put people down in the course of being too proud or unreasonable and always thinking i am right. I hope people who have been hurt would forgive me. Right now i think there is one thing i should do, which is to call that auntie who hurt me last year. 16th december 2006. i am still angry about it, and now i wish to reconcile with her and be complete.
you are powerful. People always do things they do because of this thing. to " look good". Everyone around you just wants to look good in front of you. See how powerful you are? hhhh Sometimes we create stories and deceive yourself and get trapped in a viscous cycle, and do you know what, it becomes a baggage.
I think i need to learn how to put down my defense mechanisms and not run my rackets on people. hh
hahaha do you want to know about the viscous cycle?~ hhhh
i learned so many things from this forum man~ haha i hope to share it~
anyway~~~~~~~~~~~~~ time to enjoy my life~~! hahah
: )
what we could have been, 7:56 PM.
