Wednesday, December 19, 2007
I don;t feel much like speaking or talking today
Perhaps it;s the weather , or perhaps its just my recent choice of music. It was raining this morning. You can tell the moods of a person by listening to the songs they listen to..
Do moods really make the song that people listen to, or do the songs make the moods of the listener?
interesting question.. . ..
I thought to myself so much,,,
i don;t know why people can forgo opportunities which i don;t even get a chance to have in my entire life time.it;s my hope and my wish you know and i don't get it,. Perhaps,, never.... .ever get this chance... and people just don't care about it .... I am so sad whenever something like This happens. Whenever i hear such stories, my heart just goes all out, i don't understand why i feel this way. Perhaps it's something stupid to brood about, people don't give a care about such things,,, but why do i feel this strongly about something like that? I don;t get it ,,,, People feel strongly about repentance,, about something like a massacre, something like 911 makes people cry upon watching the news. For me ,, i feel so inhuman, i don;t even know what i feel about it......
i feel so calm, and speechless, perhaps my mind is in such a clout now that i can;t really organize my thoughts. Actually, i like this feeling, the weather and this setting. Plug in them ear phones and enjoy the coldness , snuggle up on the couch or in your blankets , read a good book,,,and lyrics of the song that pass through your mind and the beat of the music just almost the same as that of your heartbeat. Not too slow of course, if so, then i would be dead. .cold as the weather, my jokes are.
This mood is exactly the same mood i had when i was studying for my promotional exams. This mood ,nice songs, a comfy jacket, a cold weather. This setting helped me to concentrate. During which i feel unhappy, but it helped me concentrate...Its so random,,, i don;t get it... . . but why of all times, now, does this mood strike me , especially just before i am going on my holiday, or just before the greatest season called Christmas.
oh,,,,,,,
I don't know what to feel . . ..
i think i just need one of those famous things called hugs.
The horoscope is Right, , , , i remember things which people tell me about themselves and i dislike it when people forget something personal which i have told them before. . . ... .
ah,,,,, God i don;t understand,,,,,, i really don't understand.............................................................................................................
i need to make two major decisions before next year starts man,,,,
help me,, please........................
sigh, i think i;m too oversensitive to the wrong things...
아,,바보야,,, 바보같해... ..
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Perhaps it;s the weather , or perhaps its just my recent choice of music. It was raining this morning. You can tell the moods of a person by listening to the songs they listen to..
Do moods really make the song that people listen to, or do the songs make the moods of the listener?
interesting question.. . ..
I thought to myself so much,,,
i don;t know why people can forgo opportunities which i don;t even get a chance to have in my entire life time.it;s my hope and my wish you know and i don't get it,. Perhaps,, never.... .ever get this chance... and people just don't care about it .... I am so sad whenever something like This happens. Whenever i hear such stories, my heart just goes all out, i don't understand why i feel this way. Perhaps it's something stupid to brood about, people don't give a care about such things,,, but why do i feel this strongly about something like that? I don;t get it ,,,, People feel strongly about repentance,, about something like a massacre, something like 911 makes people cry upon watching the news. For me ,, i feel so inhuman, i don;t even know what i feel about it......
i feel so calm, and speechless, perhaps my mind is in such a clout now that i can;t really organize my thoughts. Actually, i like this feeling, the weather and this setting. Plug in them ear phones and enjoy the coldness , snuggle up on the couch or in your blankets , read a good book,,,and lyrics of the song that pass through your mind and the beat of the music just almost the same as that of your heartbeat. Not too slow of course, if so, then i would be dead. .cold as the weather, my jokes are.
This mood is exactly the same mood i had when i was studying for my promotional exams. This mood ,nice songs, a comfy jacket, a cold weather. This setting helped me to concentrate. During which i feel unhappy, but it helped me concentrate...Its so random,,, i don;t get it... . . but why of all times, now, does this mood strike me , especially just before i am going on my holiday, or just before the greatest season called Christmas.
oh,,,,,,,
I don't know what to feel . . ..
i think i just need one of those famous things called hugs.
The horoscope is Right, , , , i remember things which people tell me about themselves and i dislike it when people forget something personal which i have told them before. . . ... .
ah,,,,, God i don;t understand,,,,,, i really don't understand.............................................................................................................
i need to make two major decisions before next year starts man,,,,
help me,, please........................
sigh, i think i;m too oversensitive to the wrong things...
아,,바보야,,, 바보같해... ..
울고싶어
알고싶어
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