Yesterday i had the most uncanny dream ever.
i fell asleep at eight and woke up at four this morning.
In the dream, i dreamt that i was struggling, it was partially sweet and the feeling was partially horrible. I dreamt that i was crying so badly yet held down. I couldn't bring myself to look up into the face of the person in my dream, So strange right. I wanted to do something and i couldn;t bring myself to do it! it was strange. strange strange. It felt like some themepark ride, a simulator which brought out all the feelings in you. It felt so real, so real, in my dream, i even thought to myself " this must be a dream", but it felt so real that in my brain, i even devised a set of ways of being in front of the person. strange,, but it was amusing in the sense that it was quite fun. hhh.Bittersweet i know, oxymoron.
Today, Hari raya haji right ? Yeh public holz!! so dad brought the kai sisters out with the initial intention of going cycling, but because of the rainy undesirable weather for cycling, We changed out minds. After breaky at mackins!! we went bowling ... oh~~ bowling skills have turned rusty. A short game of pool which didn;t interest me much followed after. It was totally funnnn~ lol.
Tomorrow i;d better finish up my homework. Its my last chance of redemption. i mean, my last chance to complete them. Then at night i will be meeting Christine and the rest for dinner : ) ~
And goodness gracious! i am actually starting to like WONDERGIRLS 원더걸스!!! LOLZ. they actually have some nice songs. the songs are actually CatChY~~~ and i totally love 김유빈 still man~ ohhhh~~ hahaha listen to their song!! like 이바보 and the wishing on a star
LISTEN OUT FOR YUBIN~~~~~~~ OHHHHHH her voice is the low one and she usually does rap~ yo yo
wishing on a star
얼마나 기다려왔는지 눈물로, 한숨으로 얼룩졌던
수많은 날들 서로가 있어서 견뎌 낼 수 있었어
차가운 낯선 시선 속에 때로는 주저 앉고 싶었지만
그럴 때마다 항상 날 지켜준 작은 꿈이 있었어
*wishing on a star 구름 위 저 별들에게
약속할거야 포긴 않겠다고 누군가 내 얘길 들어준다면
누구보다 더 난 행복한 걸
때론 나 실수도 했었지 맘처럼 쉽지 않아 힘들었지
그럴 때마다 항상 날 지켜준 나의 꿈이 있었어
***wanna be a star 하늘 위 저 별들처럼
높은 곳에서 환히 빛날거야 누군가 내 노랠 들어준다면
언제까지나 난 노래할래
더 이상 울지 않을래 눈물은 거둘래
이제는 웃어볼래 내가 가는 길, 쉽진 않겠지만
I'll make my way.난 할 수 있어
Someday my dreams will come true
Yeah I Know~
*반복, *** 반복
나는 노래할래
쪼요쪼요이바보~
And the ever so famous TELL ME ... LOL ,, honestly,, i don;t really like this song
haha
but its' funny, the vid.
그럼 잘자~
what we could have been, 9:21 AM.