Monday, December 31, 2007
wow~!
if my math ability has not deteriorated,it should be about 37 minutes left till we reach the year 2008
As we get older, time feels like it flies by faster, and especially this year, it feels as if the space time continuum has been altered, and that i am being transported.
From the time when i was an immature 16 year old who was rotting away after the olevels, still deciding where to study, still brooding over the - "my future looks so bleak and yet i am feeling so liberated now"- feeling, to a not so immature 17 year old who is trying really hard to keep things going,studying like nuts, still the same ol girl who rejects going out often cuz i want to sustain my pathetic C grades,, haha~~
so to say,,this year feels like it has passed so fast 올해는 정말 빨리 끝난 것 같아
I have a good feeling about 2008! and i believe that at the end of next year, i will have awesome reports to share~ :)
I will finish up with the rest of my New year resolutions,
for now, i will share the possibility of becoming ~~ with you guys,,
for me,, i want ,,,
the possibility of .. . ..
-being smart * PLEASE.
- being selfless
- being sociable
- being positive~
-being Tolerant ** [ esp towards my mother]
- being true to myself and towards other people
- being more accepting of people and of my situations.
- being committed especially to God. **************
and . a few others
Reason being,, i have been really selfish this year, i keep on talking about myself. About the things i am unhappy about, things i dislike, blah blah blah, and i keep on complaining , But i really thank God that me complaining has reduced by a certain extent. Hh.I think that i must learn to be more selfless.
To be more sociable,.. This year, i realized that i am not as expressive [ on the exterior ] as i REALLY am/ used to be. I think that this year i behaved a little like someone whom i really do not wish to be. I know i can actually really talk , make friends and share lives with other people when i really want to,, However, this year, i have been so held back by the fear of rejection and laziness to really make the first move to = making a friend =. Hence i did not make really good friends this year, and honestly, i feel really detached from the people around me, especially people in my school. I think i have been so detached from my college mates that i do not even really know what goes on in the lives of my own classmates. Thus, I will make this change next year: )
Also, i want to be more accepting of people, my situations . Things that come to us in life are things which God knows we can handle. I think i want to learn how to accept them more boldly and willingly and face it with a smile : )
Of course, i really want to be committed to God. The reason being for me not behaving like a Christian, i think it is because i am too [ fen1 xin1] , so this is definitely something which i want to improve on, i must really start to plant my roots into something solid.
i found role models for all of these things, so i hope i can learn from them!!!
Finally, i hope to ACE the A LEVELS. It;s named A levels cuz we are supposed to ACE IT!!!
haha i wish i could share something more personal, but i realized that i have lost many friends in this year , or perhaps i lost too many opportunities to really make good friends. But all this shall change !!
Thats all i have to say ~
Happy New Year everyone : ) ~
if my math ability has not deteriorated,it should be about 37 minutes left till we reach the year 2008
As we get older, time feels like it flies by faster, and especially this year, it feels as if the space time continuum has been altered, and that i am being transported.
From the time when i was an immature 16 year old who was rotting away after the olevels, still deciding where to study, still brooding over the - "my future looks so bleak and yet i am feeling so liberated now"- feeling, to a not so immature 17 year old who is trying really hard to keep things going,studying like nuts, still the same ol girl who rejects going out often cuz i want to sustain my pathetic C grades,, haha~~
so to say,,this year feels like it has passed so fast 올해는 정말 빨리 끝난 것 같아
I have a good feeling about 2008! and i believe that at the end of next year, i will have awesome reports to share~ :)
I will finish up with the rest of my New year resolutions,
for now, i will share the possibility of becoming ~~ with you guys,,
for me,, i want ,,,
the possibility of .. . ..
-being smart * PLEASE.
- being selfless
- being sociable
- being positive~
-being Tolerant ** [ esp towards my mother]
- being true to myself and towards other people
- being more accepting of people and of my situations.
- being committed especially to God. **************
and . a few others
Reason being,, i have been really selfish this year, i keep on talking about myself. About the things i am unhappy about, things i dislike, blah blah blah, and i keep on complaining , But i really thank God that me complaining has reduced by a certain extent. Hh.I think that i must learn to be more selfless.
To be more sociable,.. This year, i realized that i am not as expressive [ on the exterior ] as i REALLY am/ used to be. I think that this year i behaved a little like someone whom i really do not wish to be. I know i can actually really talk , make friends and share lives with other people when i really want to,, However, this year, i have been so held back by the fear of rejection and laziness to really make the first move to = making a friend =. Hence i did not make really good friends this year, and honestly, i feel really detached from the people around me, especially people in my school. I think i have been so detached from my college mates that i do not even really know what goes on in the lives of my own classmates. Thus, I will make this change next year: )
Also, i want to be more accepting of people, my situations . Things that come to us in life are things which God knows we can handle. I think i want to learn how to accept them more boldly and willingly and face it with a smile : )
Of course, i really want to be committed to God. The reason being for me not behaving like a Christian, i think it is because i am too [ fen1 xin1] , so this is definitely something which i want to improve on, i must really start to plant my roots into something solid.
i found role models for all of these things, so i hope i can learn from them!!!
Finally, i hope to ACE the A LEVELS. It;s named A levels cuz we are supposed to ACE IT!!!
haha i wish i could share something more personal, but i realized that i have lost many friends in this year , or perhaps i lost too many opportunities to really make good friends. But all this shall change !!
Thats all i have to say ~
Happy New Year everyone : ) ~
what we could have been, 7:20 AM.
