Chem test today! goodness gracious
I believe that we all know how to do the questions, but it;s only that we were either careless or our speed of recall was unable to beat the time limit. I was confusing myself on the second last question about the strength of acids. kept alternating the answers. Aye..
I guess i was too careless and distracted... But it;s ok~~~ we know our mistakes and we can definitely remember it next time~
Econs was a drag...... .I feel like ms chin answers my questions as if she is scolding me! Thats my problem, every time i answer a question, i delve into the wrong point. To me, i feel that the answer is pretty logical. She corrects me, but usually in this really " your answer is so nonsensical " manner...
Makes me feel terrible........... i don;t know lah...... i couldn;t concentrate at all, usually during econs , i am all ears, but recently, i;ve really been the one of those who " copy blindly and not understand"... yeah i am doing that.
maybe i just need a little more time to get back the momentum
Anyway, i went back to my Primary school ( visit my primary school teachers with Rachel and Christine. Most of my teachers can remember me ! They all say that i still look the same -_-// ( and the last time they EVER saw me was about 5~ 10 years ago) -_-!
I finally got to see Miss Karen soh again!! She used to teach me English and math.
I told her that now, my A level subjects math and blah blah,, and she was suprised!! cos my math used to SUCK. Lol~! She said it was a change!! lol
In P6, my handwriting was TERRIBLE. it was FAT and HUGE . She used to ask me to copy many many many many pages from the English text book in attempt to make me improve on my penmanship. An activity which i DREADED doing .
She remembered it and she asked "so your handwriting, is it still ROUND,, huge and fat???
. I showed my current handwriting to her. . . . and she laughed..
I KNOW~ it;s not exactly nice now, but at least its better. lol
i met Mrs maria Tan and Ms Agnes lee and Mrs see and Mrs Ng! gosh
Funny though, they used to be revered people in our eyes, and now, we talk like we;ve been friends for a long time. haha
Rach, christine and i then headed down to queensway to collect rach;s glasses and to bum around. Feels good to be around old friends altogether, kk~
All the best to both of you in your studies and career paths~ ^
Pace in school is starting to accelerate. and i;m trying really hard to study hard..
but i realize that it is quite difficult to get back my momentum.@@
sharon asked:" where is the old k@|kee?? "
I'm so distracted easily,
Recently when i do things, my ability seems to have retarded , feels kinda difficult to concentrate
i don;t know just hope that i WILL get my old self back.
i must ah, or else. ..죽다......
i am struggling with
myselfesteem
save me please,
how do people have such good self esteem?
what we could have been, 4:38 AM.