my head is and was spinning like nuts today
i fell sick!haha,,, even though it felt terrible, some how i am able to talk nonstop, even though i told myself that i should be shutting up the entire day and let my throat rest. kkk
i feel damn giddy, like there are a thousand elephants stomping and rampaging around in my head.
school, i was late again.
every teacher is emphasizing on the fact that
Alevel year.blah.cannot play much.blah.blah.
the norm. you and i both know it
haha i should sound more delirious that this monotonous tone that i have on right now
when u are sick and alone, things are different.
i want, more understanding
i want, my brain to be filled up.
i want, neat work
i want to be smart.
and finally bigger eyes. the windows to my soul are far too small, makes me look [sianZzz]
or better still, a smaller face, Fatless cheeks
by the way, i committed a grave sin today
oh i sound too negative and sarcastic like this.
what we could have been, 7:16 AM.