Sunday, January 27, 2008
This song is awesome! kkk
with you- chris brown. kkk
although the lyrics are superficial and wtv,, but its so sweet,the tune~ kkk
Anyway~~~~~
yesterday night,. mom brought EJ and i to this K0rean restaurant ! : ) !
EJ recommended this dish to us, and it is 자짱면!ja jjang myeon. Jia jiang mian[ in chinese] .
its oily noodles with some pork and onion in some black sauce.
Don;t be deceived by the seemingly small portion. Three of us shared it and we were REALLY full. and there was actually excess :O !
yay noodles! not very spicy . ej;s dainty hands are there.
mummy!
hahaha!!me and EJ~~. Ej has issues with elongated necks. lol
wahhhhhh~~ totally suitable for her FAKEbook account . haha
we went to china town to see see after that.. hh
anyway~~ Today i went for service and it was by DR A.R BERN.ARD!
he is one of my favorite speakers , another fav speaker of mine is Pastor SY.R0gers.
It was really great.
i didn;t get to sit with the CG , but it feels good to sit alone sometimes, you don;t get distracted , and for that few minutes after service, when you are looking around for your cg. That is when u get your whole mind to yourself and allow the word to sink in a little more. It was really great and it was exactly what i was struggling with, reputation. I felt like i was leading a double life because i was struggling to keep my reputation as a person who is very positive or something like that. But it was really difficult for me because i really didn;t feel happy on the inside, not one bit, even though i was really happy at school when i see people, but whenever i am alone on the bus or at home, i start crying like nuggets. Makes me feel like some kinda like a hypocrite manz. yeah it does. I think i am slowly starting to get out that phrase, and i pray that i will really get out of it soon.
I really hope to live my life for God and learn how to trust him. Especially in my studies for i know that all i have achieved was given to me by God. Like how my math was so bad in primary school till i was 14? Right now, we take PCME right,,,, almost every major we take requires math. I cannot imagine how today would be like if it wasn;t for God.
The greatest thing i want to thank God for so far, is a change in the way i think, now i think differently than i used to, and as a result , i;ve been on pretty good terms with my mom recently, we have not quarreled for ages! [shocking news!] haha.
Right now, my greatest concern is whether i really wanna stay in this church still.
kk,, i know i am so fickle minded, but if it concerns something like ZHONG SHEN DA SHI.,. then i think i must really think about it again ! kkk
About last week, remember i mentioned about us going to talk to our cca teacher? Yes we did, and together on friday, as a club, we spoke to our teacher. I was really hoping for three things. 1- Sir to be back 2- President to be back 3- we can go for IVP. And thank God the talks went well, even though i was kinda upset after the whole thing , it still went well. The teacher was so naggy please! he was beating around the same cherry bush until i had this insanely insane throbbing headache which was sucking the life out of me. haha. hence i was sulking. LOL...... THE TALK LASTED FOR ABOUT TWO AND A HALF HOURS@ OH MY TIAN. LOL....................
But i felt really @@@ after hearing what he had to say. Basically, the message sent to us is that like CCA is nothing at the end of the day. And if your cca is not the AREA OF FOCUS of the school , then u better just shut the mouth up and keep quiet and you should not voice out anything or demand for anything other than to be a mundane boring cca as you would just be sourcing for trouble.
I feel that it is really unfair, especially to other cca;s or other School;s ccas which require high commitment from their students . Do you mean that all they have done amounts to nothing at the end of the day? I mean , other than personal achievements, it is so unfair if someone is forced to do something! If so, then cca should be entirely scrapped.
haha anyway next week is going to be a LONG WEEK! oh my tian!! TEST TEST TEST!!!!!!!! OH MY TIAN TEST! better go study now. : ) : ) i forsee myself Spending 5 flippin dollars on coffee next week. haha ~~ "may be this time is hard and u feel like you;re nearly going to die" LOL i don;t think so!!! But it;s a short suffering as compared to my entire life.so,, 힘내자~!!
you know, sometimes i feel that God is so big, bigger than the universe, So big that we can only stand on His hand and hug His thumb, hhhahaa. .. so cute. i can image a picture, perhaps some day i will draw it out .haha
For His Glory!
^_________________^
with you- chris brown. kkk
although the lyrics are superficial and wtv,, but its so sweet,the tune~ kkk
Anyway~~~~~
yesterday night,. mom brought EJ and i to this K0rean restaurant ! : ) !
EJ recommended this dish to us, and it is 자짱면!ja jjang myeon. Jia jiang mian[ in chinese] .
its oily noodles with some pork and onion in some black sauce.
Don;t be deceived by the seemingly small portion. Three of us shared it and we were REALLY full. and there was actually excess :O !
yay noodles! not very spicy . ej;s dainty hands are there.
mummy!
hahaha!!me and EJ~~. Ej has issues with elongated necks. lol
wahhhhhh~~ totally suitable for her FAKEbook account . haha
we went to china town to see see after that.. hh
anyway~~ Today i went for service and it was by DR A.R BERN.ARD!
he is one of my favorite speakers , another fav speaker of mine is Pastor SY.R0gers.
It was really great.
i didn;t get to sit with the CG , but it feels good to sit alone sometimes, you don;t get distracted , and for that few minutes after service, when you are looking around for your cg. That is when u get your whole mind to yourself and allow the word to sink in a little more. It was really great and it was exactly what i was struggling with, reputation. I felt like i was leading a double life because i was struggling to keep my reputation as a person who is very positive or something like that. But it was really difficult for me because i really didn;t feel happy on the inside, not one bit, even though i was really happy at school when i see people, but whenever i am alone on the bus or at home, i start crying like nuggets. Makes me feel like some kinda like a hypocrite manz. yeah it does. I think i am slowly starting to get out that phrase, and i pray that i will really get out of it soon.
I really hope to live my life for God and learn how to trust him. Especially in my studies for i know that all i have achieved was given to me by God. Like how my math was so bad in primary school till i was 14? Right now, we take PCME right,,,, almost every major we take requires math. I cannot imagine how today would be like if it wasn;t for God.
The greatest thing i want to thank God for so far, is a change in the way i think, now i think differently than i used to, and as a result , i;ve been on pretty good terms with my mom recently, we have not quarreled for ages! [shocking news!] haha.
Right now, my greatest concern is whether i really wanna stay in this church still.
kk,, i know i am so fickle minded, but if it concerns something like ZHONG SHEN DA SHI.,. then i think i must really think about it again ! kkk
About last week, remember i mentioned about us going to talk to our cca teacher? Yes we did, and together on friday, as a club, we spoke to our teacher. I was really hoping for three things. 1- Sir to be back 2- President to be back 3- we can go for IVP. And thank God the talks went well, even though i was kinda upset after the whole thing , it still went well. The teacher was so naggy please! he was beating around the same cherry bush until i had this insanely insane throbbing headache which was sucking the life out of me. haha. hence i was sulking. LOL...... THE TALK LASTED FOR ABOUT TWO AND A HALF HOURS@ OH MY TIAN. LOL....................
But i felt really @@@ after hearing what he had to say. Basically, the message sent to us is that like CCA is nothing at the end of the day. And if your cca is not the AREA OF FOCUS of the school , then u better just shut the mouth up and keep quiet and you should not voice out anything or demand for anything other than to be a mundane boring cca as you would just be sourcing for trouble.
I feel that it is really unfair, especially to other cca;s or other School;s ccas which require high commitment from their students . Do you mean that all they have done amounts to nothing at the end of the day? I mean , other than personal achievements, it is so unfair if someone is forced to do something! If so, then cca should be entirely scrapped.
haha anyway next week is going to be a LONG WEEK! oh my tian!! TEST TEST TEST!!!!!!!! OH MY TIAN TEST! better go study now. : ) : ) i forsee myself Spending 5 flippin dollars on coffee next week. haha ~~ "may be this time is hard and u feel like you;re nearly going to die" LOL i don;t think so!!! But it;s a short suffering as compared to my entire life.so,, 힘내자~!!
you know, sometimes i feel that God is so big, bigger than the universe, So big that we can only stand on His hand and hug His thumb, hhhahaa. .. so cute. i can image a picture, perhaps some day i will draw it out .haha
For His Glory!
^_________________^
what we could have been, 8:22 AM.
