Wednesday, January 2, 2008
trying to study?
yes trying to study.
stupid?
yes stupid
unmotivated?
yes unmotivated
fat?
yes FAT.
Lazy?
EXTREMELY.
joyful?
oh the joy.
remember how i told you that i refrained from going out during the year so that i could stay home and study to try sustaining my pathetic C grades? yeh right i did! anddddddd ding ding ding! oh haillllll i cannot remember many the things i have studied like crazy for.
see, why people can remember and i cant... . .. nugget
OHHHHHHHHH LETS BLAME SOMEONE SHALL WE
"OHHHHHHHH I INHERITED THESE GENES."
-_- this is lame, i don;t blame my genes la.
eh why do people blame their parents and not God?
NOT THAT WE MUST BLAME GOD.
its just a thought.
aiyah.....................
Life is just like that.
ITs like this becuase i choose for it to be like that.
i chose it. i chose it becuase i chose it. why must i make so many reasons and excuses for it ?
haha i don;t know. keep thinking about my flaws.
stupid right, how one eye bigger than the other can destroy your mood.
or how you cant wear skinny jeans because it makes you look like you are trying to stand a pyramid the other way round.
Or how you cannot wear glasses because your head is too big for too many frames.
babo. why do people with almost none but one flaw start yapping awayyyyy infront of you and blame the person who gave them the GENES when you have flaws everywhere.
바보같해? YES BABO KAT HAEE!!!
IF I WAS IN A MORE RELAXED INSTITUTE.
OHHHHhhh i would have learned violin
OHHHHH i would have learned tonnes of languages
OHHHHHHH i would have learned piano.
OHHHHHHHH i would have learned painting
OHHHHHHHH i would have learned music theory.
OHHHHHHHHHHH i would have gotten braces!!
ohhh if it wasn;t for the fact that i am in this kind of institute that i could have gotten perfect teeth~!~ for i was too busy studying to sustain pathetic grades ,, too busy to pay a visit to the dentist once every month!
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i would have done thiss
done that.
ohhhhhh
haha i could have blamed my dad for saying :" OH IF YOU DONT STUDY IN JC I WILL ~~~~ YOU"............. and ohhhhhhhh~!~ so i chose to be here , where i am now!!!
aiya. blame also get nothing out of it WHatttttttttttt.......................
i have whatever i have becuase i chose them .
trying to convince myself.
excuse the sarcasm .
i doub;t u understand#
yes trying to study.
stupid?
yes stupid
unmotivated?
yes unmotivated
fat?
yes FAT.
Lazy?
EXTREMELY.
joyful?
oh the joy.
remember how i told you that i refrained from going out during the year so that i could stay home and study to try sustaining my pathetic C grades? yeh right i did! anddddddd ding ding ding! oh haillllll i cannot remember many the things i have studied like crazy for.
see, why people can remember and i cant... . .. nugget
OHHHHHHHHH LETS BLAME SOMEONE SHALL WE
"OHHHHHHHH I INHERITED THESE GENES."
-_- this is lame, i don;t blame my genes la.
eh why do people blame their parents and not God?
NOT THAT WE MUST BLAME GOD.
its just a thought.
aiyah.....................
Life is just like that.
ITs like this becuase i choose for it to be like that.
i chose it. i chose it becuase i chose it. why must i make so many reasons and excuses for it ?
haha i don;t know. keep thinking about my flaws.
stupid right, how one eye bigger than the other can destroy your mood.
or how you cant wear skinny jeans because it makes you look like you are trying to stand a pyramid the other way round.
Or how you cannot wear glasses because your head is too big for too many frames.
babo. why do people with almost none but one flaw start yapping awayyyyy infront of you and blame the person who gave them the GENES when you have flaws everywhere.
바보같해? YES BABO KAT HAEE!!!
IF I WAS IN A MORE RELAXED INSTITUTE.
OHHHHhhh i would have learned violin
OHHHHH i would have learned tonnes of languages
OHHHHHHH i would have learned piano.
OHHHHHHHH i would have learned painting
OHHHHHHHH i would have learned music theory.
OHHHHHHHHHHH i would have gotten braces!!
ohhh if it wasn;t for the fact that i am in this kind of institute that i could have gotten perfect teeth~!~ for i was too busy studying to sustain pathetic grades ,, too busy to pay a visit to the dentist once every month!
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i would have done thiss
done that.
ohhhhhh
haha i could have blamed my dad for saying :" OH IF YOU DONT STUDY IN JC I WILL ~~~~ YOU"............. and ohhhhhhhh~!~ so i chose to be here , where i am now!!!
aiya. blame also get nothing out of it WHatttttttttttt.......................
i have whatever i have becuase i chose them .
trying to convince myself.
excuse the sarcasm .
i doub;t u understand#
what we could have been, 6:33 AM.
