Tuesday, February 19, 2008
At this age of 18, when one is either happily and stupidly getting drunk with alcohol cos OH I:M FINALLY LEGAL [ but who really cares. ] and the other would be studying crazily for alevels, other exams , what so and what not.
So , as part of being 18, we all have to start thinking of our career paths. Being brought up in this education system,everything feels so one way. Either you do this, or you do that. For me, i don;t dream much, neither did i dream. All i remembered was that, being young, i wanted to be a hair dresser when i grew up , so that i didn;t need to study[ thats what i thought] . My mother scolded me. haha. I was naive then, of course, things change.
So as part of being 18, people tell you about future job prospects, the government tells you what they are going to spend their budget on and people think that this and that job will be HOT next time, and oh i should take it. For me, i just wish to do well and then decide later. Oh i know, i am so not future sighted, but all i know is that i want a good job and i will study hard. For me, i would loves something like, HEY this is lkk, the lawyer.
Haha, but is one destined to be something else? We do not know. What one may like may not be what one may become. So , to choose the future prospects and aid us in finding suitable jobs for ourselves,, according to our abilities , talents, personalities and character. The school decided to give us a number of aptitude tests .
difference between behavior ., character and personality.
Behavior is superficial and comes through training. It is a channel through which a man expresses himself. The energies for behavior come from the vital emotions, whereas the energies for character come from the mind. The vital energies are short-lived responses to a situation. The ordinary man who is popular with everyone behaves well, has polite manners and does not criticize anyone. He is very presentable in society. But if this is where his growth has stopped, he cannot accomplish anything in the ordinary sense of the word
Personality is deeper than character. It does not confine itself to an organized expression as character does. Character needs the support of the social and psychological milieu. . Personality cannot be centered in the mind. It does not care whether anyone else has attempted a certain work before. It has the initiative to start a fresh work in a new field.
and today, we did one, Mine obviously says that i am extroverted. This , the blind can even tell about me because they can know by hearing. I have to say that a portion of what it said about me is true , and the rest is just plain --. I am now devastated by what they said about my future job prospects. lets see. ~therapist, ~counselor, ~social worker, ~ manager and ~ assistant and ~ clerk and mentioned Nothing else!!
Jobs which i like or want to do, belong to none of the above!
if i choose one of those which suits me, but its something which i do not like, then what will happen to me ? ? ? ? ? T.T
haha, this is when i will feint ignorance and pretend that i do not know anything.
This is also what happens when you think too much, you make yourself feel so [zi xiang mao dun] .. . . i;m skeptical i know. Can one's personality be changed? If so, i want to change.
haha, putting this devastating piece of news for me - aside,
Sharon has been really nice by giving me hugs : ) i am so happy when i get hugs, its free and it makes you happy,. haha~
Physics spa was alright, though i literally panicked when i thought that ten minutes was left and i was slamming my fingers on the calculator, hoping the next number up would be something other than a ZERO [which is obviously the wrong answer]. Apparently i was wrong, there were about 20 minutes left. Thank God i managed to finish writing all the errors and improvements, though, my hands were shivering quite badly and i was writing letters so fast that my words looked like Tamil.
I had a bad dream last night, in my mind, i was thinking through the things i memorized " the T and the T ..... " and i couldn;t continue. These 5 words kept repeating in my mind, and i dreamt that i was trying to repeat the five words to the bespectacled acquaintance . i am glad i woke up and managed to move on with more than five words.
haha i feel much better as compared to the last few weeks, At least now i am back to entertaining myself, i know how to laugh to myself again, but dear me, i am distracted -0-. When i couldn;t entertain myself, i was so focused.
wanting two things at once cannot get you both things at once.
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At this point of time, please tell me what to do ?
구해줘 .@
So , as part of being 18, we all have to start thinking of our career paths. Being brought up in this education system,everything feels so one way. Either you do this, or you do that. For me, i don;t dream much, neither did i dream. All i remembered was that, being young, i wanted to be a hair dresser when i grew up , so that i didn;t need to study[ thats what i thought] . My mother scolded me. haha. I was naive then, of course, things change.
So as part of being 18, people tell you about future job prospects, the government tells you what they are going to spend their budget on and people think that this and that job will be HOT next time, and oh i should take it. For me, i just wish to do well and then decide later. Oh i know, i am so not future sighted, but all i know is that i want a good job and i will study hard. For me, i would loves something like, HEY this is lkk, the lawyer.
Haha, but is one destined to be something else? We do not know. What one may like may not be what one may become. So , to choose the future prospects and aid us in finding suitable jobs for ourselves,, according to our abilities , talents, personalities and character. The school decided to give us a number of aptitude tests .
difference between behavior ., character and personality.
Behavior is superficial and comes through training. It is a channel through which a man expresses himself. The energies for behavior come from the vital emotions, whereas the energies for character come from the mind. The vital energies are short-lived responses to a situation. The ordinary man who is popular with everyone behaves well, has polite manners and does not criticize anyone. He is very presentable in society. But if this is where his growth has stopped, he cannot accomplish anything in the ordinary sense of the word
Personality is deeper than character. It does not confine itself to an organized expression as character does. Character needs the support of the social and psychological milieu. . Personality cannot be centered in the mind. It does not care whether anyone else has attempted a certain work before. It has the initiative to start a fresh work in a new field.
When a person has developed character, he can accomplish something by himself. Character is organized in the mind. It has a memory and never forgets. When the essence of the vital experience which is behavior is received in the mind and organized well so that the mind accepts that as its central direction, then it becomes character.
and today, we did one, Mine obviously says that i am extroverted. This , the blind can even tell about me because they can know by hearing. I have to say that a portion of what it said about me is true , and the rest is just plain --. I am now devastated by what they said about my future job prospects. lets see. ~therapist, ~counselor, ~social worker, ~ manager and ~ assistant and ~ clerk and mentioned Nothing else!!
Jobs which i like or want to do, belong to none of the above!
if i choose one of those which suits me, but its something which i do not like, then what will happen to me ? ? ? ? ? T.T
haha, this is when i will feint ignorance and pretend that i do not know anything.
This is also what happens when you think too much, you make yourself feel so [zi xiang mao dun] .. . . i;m skeptical i know. Can one's personality be changed? If so, i want to change.
haha, putting this devastating piece of news for me - aside,
Sharon has been really nice by giving me hugs : ) i am so happy when i get hugs, its free and it makes you happy,. haha~
Physics spa was alright, though i literally panicked when i thought that ten minutes was left and i was slamming my fingers on the calculator, hoping the next number up would be something other than a ZERO [which is obviously the wrong answer]. Apparently i was wrong, there were about 20 minutes left. Thank God i managed to finish writing all the errors and improvements, though, my hands were shivering quite badly and i was writing letters so fast that my words looked like Tamil.
I had a bad dream last night, in my mind, i was thinking through the things i memorized " the T and the T ..... " and i couldn;t continue. These 5 words kept repeating in my mind, and i dreamt that i was trying to repeat the five words to the bespectacled acquaintance . i am glad i woke up and managed to move on with more than five words.
haha i feel much better as compared to the last few weeks, At least now i am back to entertaining myself, i know how to laugh to myself again, but dear me, i am distracted -0-. When i couldn;t entertain myself, i was so focused.
wanting two things at once cannot get you both things at once.
***********
At this point of time, please tell me what to do ?
구해줘 .@
what we could have been, 12:23 AM.
