LISTEN CLICK HEREstudy study study !!
i am glad that things changed in school
i;m not so prejudiced against it and
clique of friends have changed, not that really, but just that i am spending more time in classrooms .
i would have been more decisive if i had more faith
if i believed strongly.
but no , i don;t.
i;m just tired of being backupgirl.
i;m just here for you when you need my help
at the end of the day, people just happily wash their hands off everything and leave.
i don;t have as much SPARE time as you,
i can;t just HEY LETS GO OUT TODAY and i;ll go out.
and if i don;t stick to the things i do now, things would go way out of hand
i am so sick of coming home to the " i am so miserable face , and then its ok i shall keep everything to myself lorh"
i am so sick of " ok i am just not coming home today or i shall just leave later"
i don;t like it when people say i look stressed
i am not.
i just don;t want to bother anymore,
i don;t want to bother about which church to be rooted into,
i don;t want to bother about " oh my friends are treating me this way"
i don;t want to bother about " ohhhhh my ...
i don;t want to bother about " i am so sad"
i don;t want to bother about " i am so limited by my ability"
i don;t want to bother about my feelings
i don;t want to care.
if i didn;t bother to bother about all tohse things, i would have saved myself a hell lot of time.
i don;t want to think about it anymore.
i dont; want to think....................... .. . about all these things anymore
i just wanna study.
get me out of this state
get me out of this physical state
get me out of this mental state
get me out!
let me out.
for this week, i just want to think during lectures.
thing about it is that i am always listening, but nothing stays permanently
너진짜 바보.
너무 신경쓰지마.
아자아자 화이팅!!!
power POWER power
from my fav song from DBSK
[최강] You! got the Power! 바로잡을 수가 있는 힘을
넌 허비하지 말고 좀 더 인간적인 얘기들을 비춰야 돼
[시아] I don't know, why hate this moment.
사람들은 재미없다고 하지 않는데 Why you tell me Lies..
what we could have been, 6:40 AM.