one of my favs.

i don;t want to think
i don;t want to think
shut up and get lost in front of me.


shut up until you have something else to say to me
shut up until you think u can understand
get lost until you really want to help
Shut up about telling me what to do
shut up
shut up
Get lost until you;ve helped yourself.
get lost.
What is the point of me sacrificing so much when you don;t even see it
or you dont even appreciate one frickin bit?
wth
no wait, its not just you, its all of you
whats the point?


i hate feelings so much
why must people have feelings
why must negative feelings be so influential.
why must negative feelings exist then
why ?

thank you thoughts.
Thank you you in the future
thank you for the word you for it is such a useful word.

Relationships are so annoying
why is it important for kinship and friendship
why?
what about it f they just let you down all the time
or perhaps, they apparently cease to exist.


oh wait i forgot , its just something called a dreaded life.



for the next week, i shall just cease to exist.
thanks i can see that " oh its just too bad for you " on your " i; cant give a hoot about you anyway or i just feel sad for you " face
get lost, i don;t need your pity
shut up, i can live without your comments.


this week,
i want to be so busy that i cannot even bother about family matters
i want to laugh like i am not affected
i want to study like i am a genius
i want to work hard like an ant
i want to be like HER.
i don;t want to be like THEM
i will be like her.
i don;t want to care about your comments
i dont; want to care



wow i am so selfish, i keep thinking about what i want
but wait, aren;t you selfish too?
You just do whatever you want and you don;t even care about what others want
or what others really needed.
you guys never thought about the sacrifices made by other people
you guys are so selfish to live your own lives and exclude the people who really matter.

whatever.


i don;t want to bother to make an effort about this anymore

i bet u guys are so into your own lives that you don;lt even know anything
hh. i just knew it.








its good to be little ,both ways
its good to be ignorant
care so much for what, other people also don;t care what.
ah this is a selfish and childish view
so tiring.

ohhhhhhhh the conflict.







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