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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

school today?
not bad.
sharon is funny
she passes YH;s cellphone under the table and whispers " hey , pass this to yh"
i took the cellphone from under the table and passed it directly to nel, hands on the desk.
funny.







bad choices.
bad choices.
bad choices

i made a bad choice to get angry,
i made a bad choice to not sit straight
i made a bad choice to not be straight
i made a bad choice to have my current behavior
i made a bad choice to look terrible
i made a bad choice to live here.
i made a bad choice not to have done anything then
I made a bad choice to come online with such a "monotonous mood" today
they made a bad choice.
He can;t make a bad choice .
I;m not from Missouri
i made bad choices.
net choice = bad


good grief, i made a bad choice to blame bad choices.
its me, me me, yup

its ok,
let me make a good choice and listen to JjoYo jjoyo now,
it makes me smile, hhh



die lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i don;t smile as easily as i did before,
i don;t laugh as easily as i did before,

control. control, control.

how do you make the right choice?
how am i supposed to choose
and plus its about the same thing,
ohhhhhhh my god;
i need help badly
and nooooooooooo one , not even people close to me are offering any help.

who do you call?
Jerem|ah 33:3?
i don;t know.


i freaking don;t know



in the morning,

M was 3834ing,
most nonsensical argument ever
she then said to me that i shouldn;t ask her
" why are you so angry"
instead, i should have asked
" are you angry? "
-_-
first thing this morning, i asked
" whyare you so angry"
she blasted at me saying " IM NOT ANGRY!"
i almost died of shock.
she then mumbled stuff like
" cannot feel what i want to feel, i;m expressing my feelings what, also wrong, wake u up also wrong, never wake u up also wrong" and so on and so fourth
.wtf X 1
notice the colourings,
i;ve never said anything close to them before
i;ve never suppressed you from feeling before
if i really did, i wouldn;t even have allowed you to scream at me for no reason this morning,



what we could have been, 8:53 AM.

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