Friday, March 7, 2008
I was slightly apprehensive to look at my results earlier this afternoon.
After school, every J2 gathered into the LT while watching a "live telecast" from the hall. Some randomly selected seniors were asked to give some tips . So they say" its not too late to start now ".. start doing your tys. .start doing your tys..
when we were in the classroom, i was really apprehensive,. i didn;t really know what to expect. Part of me was really excited to see whether i got my desired score, while the other part of me was a tad worried that i might be disappointed. I declared that i won;t settle for anything lesser than a C . sigh, i am so disappointed the alphabet looked so foreign to me,, i wouldn;t want to see any of that on my major exam cert.. it looks so .......... .. ah,.. i fell short of my goal by just one bit. apparently, the latter part of me took over..
Miss Lim was really encouraging,, Thank you miss lim
. I don't want to let anyone down again, especially myself.
i don;t know lah,
i can;t believe i am Chinese
now i am so worried about GP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOT.;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
i really don;t want to care you know,
family politics are really making me so stressed
PLUS now , i have another
and plus i have yet another thing to be take care of..
heaved a big sigh. this phrase comes in handy now.
i don;t want to care about my feelings
i shouldn;t keep blaming them for it .
i don;t want to care,, but sometimes you just seemingly HAVE to care. ... -,.-
if life comes to me this way ,then i have to accept it
ahhhhhhhhhhh
bendan,
just shut up and study.
gonna study @ JE w sharon and hl next week,
sigh i don;t know where to begin.
那道成绩的时候，我真的是啼笑皆非，
不知该哭还是该笑
当老师把成绩交给我时，
我都不敢去看它。。
啊。。 可是看了也是后悔了。。
不知不觉地，， 突然之间留下了眼泪。。 。
我想象中都没想到自己会考到这样的成绩，，
我的目标，， 就差了那么一点。。
那么一点。。
那么一点。。 。 。 。。
啊。
我可能是因为有全心得去把华文读好。
还记得妈妈还说 “你先专心的把你的华文读好才去学什么别的言语啦”
学什么韩语嘛，，，， 可是为什么我只学两个言语，可是还是觉得很难应付呢？？
你看，， 那些人，都学多于3各言语，也能把全部语言的基础打好。。
可能是因为我自己跟语言没什么天分似的。。
啊,, 自己是华人,, 我觉得可惜的,,因为我的根，， 自己都不了解。
我想进入大学的法律课程。。 可是，， 我的英文现在正在挣扎，：（
啊，，，， 可是，，我现在不能太灰心。。 。 因为还是有时间的。。
现在最怕的就是跟爸爸讲成绩的事，。，加上要向他那费用。。又要跟他讨论一些家庭的事，，
我真的好压力哦，，
不要去想了。。 。
我不能再依赖别人。。
我不能偷懒 了。。
把书读好。。
下个星期，， 我下定决心，， 一定要好好的使用每一份每一秒。。 看来每天我要到读书馆读书。。
努力读书吧。
너무 신경쓰지마 ..
열십히 공부해요..
힘내자!
제발 구해줘@
After school, every J2 gathered into the LT while watching a "live telecast" from the hall. Some randomly selected seniors were asked to give some tips . So they say" its not too late to start now ".. start doing your tys. .start doing your tys..
when we were in the classroom, i was really apprehensive,. i didn;t really know what to expect. Part of me was really excited to see whether i got my desired score, while the other part of me was a tad worried that i might be disappointed. I declared that i won;t settle for anything lesser than a C . sigh, i am so disappointed the alphabet looked so foreign to me,, i wouldn;t want to see any of that on my major exam cert.. it looks so .......... .. ah,.. i fell short of my goal by just one bit. apparently, the latter part of me took over..
Miss Lim was really encouraging,, Thank you miss lim
. I don't want to let anyone down again, especially myself.
i don;t know lah,
i can;t believe i am Chinese
now i am so worried about GP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOT.;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
i really don;t want to care you know,
family politics are really making me so stressed
PLUS now , i have another
and plus i have yet another thing to be take care of..
heaved a big sigh. this phrase comes in handy now.
i don;t want to care about my feelings
i shouldn;t keep blaming them for it .
i don;t want to care,, but sometimes you just seemingly HAVE to care. ... -,.-
if life comes to me this way ,then i have to accept it
ahhhhhhhhhhh
bendan,
just shut up and study.
gonna study @ JE w sharon and hl next week,
sigh i don;t know where to begin.
那道成绩的时候，我真的是啼笑皆非，
不知该哭还是该笑
当老师把成绩交给我时，
我都不敢去看它。。
啊。。 可是看了也是后悔了。。
不知不觉地，， 突然之间留下了眼泪。。 。
我想象中都没想到自己会考到这样的成绩，，
我的目标，， 就差了那么一点。。
那么一点。。
那么一点。。 。 。 。。
啊。
我可能是因为有全心得去把华文读好。
还记得妈妈还说 “你先专心的把你的华文读好才去学什么别的言语啦”
学什么韩语嘛，，，， 可是为什么我只学两个言语，可是还是觉得很难应付呢？？
你看，， 那些人，都学多于3各言语，也能把全部语言的基础打好。。
可能是因为我自己跟语言没什么天分似的。。
啊,, 自己是华人,, 我觉得可惜的,,因为我的根，， 自己都不了解。
我想进入大学的法律课程。。 可是，， 我的英文现在正在挣扎，：（
啊，，，， 可是，，我现在不能太灰心。。 。 因为还是有时间的。。
现在最怕的就是跟爸爸讲成绩的事，。，加上要向他那费用。。又要跟他讨论一些家庭的事，，
我真的好压力哦，，
不要去想了。。 。
我不能再依赖别人。。
我不能偷懒 了。。
把书读好。。
下个星期，， 我下定决心，， 一定要好好的使用每一份每一秒。。 看来每天我要到读书馆读书。。
努力读书吧。
너무 신경쓰지마 ..
열십히 공부해요..
힘내자!
제발 구해줘@
what we could have been, 5:23 AM.
