JC pushes us to step outside of our comfort zones and makes us push ourselves to our limits. Its quite fun honestly, at least i think i really prefer this system than other alternatives as i can;t really imagine having project work X 10 per year.
yeah, and constantly feeling really depressed is one of such consequence. Been falling in and out of this depressed state for quite sometime now.. . . ... . but its ok ~~~.. .. Subsequently, other indicators are loss of sleep, SEEMINGLY BUSY ALL THE TIME, insomnia, cranky behavior, disheveled looks, SO ON AND SO FORTH Or else, we are perfectly fine people. Of course not everyone exhibit such behaviors and experience such changes.
i guess our Schedules and heavy workload makes us cranky, we laugh uncontrollably now, we laugh at the smallest things , but still, its really fun when people do everything with you, work hard together, play hard together.
our slight crankiness was evident from friday's blood donation. while we took the
lamest most meaningful excuse to skip econs just for a blood donation. While waiting for our turns, all the girls were laughing and feeling really excited, i don;t know why,. lol i think its the first time u see a group of 6 most anxious girls giggling excitedly before donating blood. See zhou jie lun also never giggle until like that leh, i;m kidding.
haha sharon says that its really exciting cos we are donating part of our us/something important to us that can save someone else;s live.

hahahahaha!! we;re so proud to declare that we are donors .
Yep you can see SOME of my penmanship on the left piece !!! Hhahhaha

so yeah, we;re noobs, first timers LEI.

Lol, waiting for turn only still smile smile

getting some blood sample only still smile smile.

Hn and Gwendo.
waiting for turn also laugh laugh.
Same type of hair band also smile smile.

hahaha i wanted to take a picture of the bag of blood alone, but that would be quite pointless. So anyway this is daph and her bag of blood right below the chair. See that deep red bag there, yeah thats part of whats in daphne's inside. hhhhh

haha happy blood donors recuperating and showing off our gaudy bandages. Lol,
Sharon says " ee, i don;t like the pink one leh, i think it looks really lao tu" [ i think thats what she said"
next thing we knew, she emerged out of the room with this pink bandage.
laughs.
haha i bet you;ve never seen a group of people who donates blood as happily as we did. lol
Smiling
ear to ear Eye to eye.
hhhh today i went for training in the morning, and then the group of us had SUBWAY,! yay i shared a ~~~ sandwich with huishin, and this marks my 5th subway meal of the week -0-. This whole subway thing is getting wAYYYYYYYYY out of hand, But i still like it : ) lol
i went to the library with the initial intention to pia with my beloved younger sis, but then i just ended up being her delivery woman for a double chocolate chip cookie. Yep, she left and i stayed to study with some seniors, claramanda and b.han. kk at least i managed to accomplish some work there before i headed down to EXPO for special service with Dr Kim Sung Hae!
너무 좋아요!!!!
Her message was really meaningful, and you could really feel something different in the atmosphere, i was really glad that i went for it. She emphasized that we must Rely on God to do things , and truly without God i am nothing. Sometimes the reason why i can;t seem to solve a problem is because i;m trying to hard to solve it with my own strength. i;m really thankful that this week , i could truly understand and learn to appreciate not having the thing that is absent in my life. i don;t think i would like to type everything here .
anyway next week is a new week, and i am prepared to chiong! haha !! huilian and sharon lets nu li fen dou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, i decided not to let how other people behave or the social norms affect what i am or how i am, sometimes i find myself just trying so hard to fit in that i forget who i am myself, nope, i should not do that .
even though i am not born smart, i must not let it cripple me. . . . . working harder is the only way out.
what we could have been, 7:37 AM.