Friday, April 11, 2008
hahaha this song suddenly sounds nice to me , hh~: )
you know, since the starting of this week ( on monday) . My left eyelid kept on twitching [ until today] .
and you know, there is this saying which goes about saying that , when your left eyelid is like twitching, it means that something good is going to happen to you, and if its your right eyelid that is twitching, it means that something terrible is going to come your way.
SOOOOOOOOOO My left eyelid was twitching involuntarily right? so it should mean that something good would happen to me. IRONICALLYYYYYYYY this week was a really crappy week for me.
On tuesday i was kinda embarrassed by this uncle at the bus station! ON Wednesday , i was cheated and reprimanded by a flipping CABBIE. On Thursday this Mrt station attendent was totally rude to me by rejecting me and my fifty bill. all three of them, INSENSITIVE uncles..
on tuesday, i actually fell sick-_-, i had a terrible throat and i was feeling really giddy, by wednesday i was depressed for the entire day. it was so bad that i was actually tearing when mr chua was explaining to me HOW the potential at every point in every plane actually varies. haha.
I felt myself going back to my old ways. the days where i used to get irritated at mr TAN , my secondary school physics teacher, when i couldn;t understand what was going on. It was precisely this attitude which i harbored in my secondary three days that made mr tan speak to me and asked me to change. I was really impacted by what he said, He told me that if i wanted answers, it was not the way to get irritated and impatient. Instead i should be more composed and ask again.
sigh i cannot go back to my old ways!!!
anywy i was so depressed and it got so bad that i was actually tearing during the math lecture too -_- ,!!!, , ,sucker. i don;t know, i guess i was filling my mind up with all the negative things that i was so depressed. To add on to my depression, i was really impatient as i couldn;t even understand the VECTORS Lecture.
i am so sorry to myself for being so impatient with myself .
to top off the terrible wednesday, i took the wrong bus , and i met that unhappy incident with that stupid cabbie.
I don;t get how come i must always do double the work and put in double the effort for everything i do. For instance , i really practiced hard for this minor math test i had on thursday, esp the regression stuff, and in the end , i was really careless with my regression question for the minor test. Its not the marks on the test that matter to me, its just that i cannot stand the fact that i am so careless even though i was prepared. Nugget, but its ok, its more important to learn from my mistake. learnnnnnnnnn~
So the whole twitching of THE LEFT eyelid didn;t really work . I guess for me it might have been the other way round instead ? perhaps twitching my right eye would be better.
Luckily for friday , my series of unfortunate unhappy events took a turn. Yeah! i am satisfied with my pw results! i cannot believe my eyes still. Praise the lord.
oh well! my left eyelid is still twitching,,lol! Considering the fact that this week has been really unlucky and crappy for me -_-, i really hope it means that good things would happen to me., hahah
twitch twitch twitch.
hahaha!! twitchy eyes bring me good luck please.
ps. i;m really sorry to those who i got annoyed with this week.
PS PHYSICS REALLY IS DIFFICULT -0-
brain, don;t fail me now !
what we could have been, 5:59 AM.
