Friday, May 2, 2008

if you could take my life away now

if you could take my life away now

what would you need me to do anyway,

what is the point

i saw some lesbians
i saw some wayward children
i have ditchy friends
i saw some unhappy teens
i have an unhappy mom
i saw some people wasting their lives away
i saw how purposeless things could get
i saw how things exist seemingly without reason

when i see these , i feel upset

when i need help the most
i see no hope

죽고싶어.

i know i am a sinner
i know that i believe
but i am not reassured.

i feel like dying,,,,,

please shed some light,

T_T..........

what we could have been, 7:30 AM.