Wednesday, June 11, 2008
dearest problem,
this is probably one of the hardest things for me to say.,but first of all, i just want to thank you.
Thank you for always being there and making me stronger, always making me think about you and figuring you out, you;ve never failed to remind me of you before i sleep. And just so you know, I;ve loss countless nights just thinking .And crying over you cos you are so complicated and you always make me confused.
Honestly, In the beginning ,i was so frustrated with you and i was so annoyed with you, but it was soon that i realised that there was no point and that i couldn;t get angry with you. The angrier i got, the worst i felt, and the more i couldn;t figure you out. I then realised that i had to accept you into my life with open arms, just as you are, and just embrace the present.
your existence has made my life so meaningful and different, you;ve made me see the things which i could not see before,, you;ve helped me move on and see the brighter side of things, changing my perspectives in which, i would have never imagined to be!
right now, i want to focus and study hard so that i;ll be too exhausted to think about you, i will miss the times you challenge me and of course, becuase you;re always there no matter what, even if i bury you in the back of my mind or in the depths of my hollow heart, i;ll always be reminded of you some way or another .
i;ll be back, don;t worry .
just give me a moment.
love. me.
got so much hw to do , i don;t want to think of you now.
this is probably one of the hardest things for me to say.,but first of all, i just want to thank you.
Thank you for always being there and making me stronger, always making me think about you and figuring you out, you;ve never failed to remind me of you before i sleep. And just so you know, I;ve loss countless nights just thinking .And crying over you cos you are so complicated and you always make me confused.
Honestly, In the beginning ,i was so frustrated with you and i was so annoyed with you, but it was soon that i realised that there was no point and that i couldn;t get angry with you. The angrier i got, the worst i felt, and the more i couldn;t figure you out. I then realised that i had to accept you into my life with open arms, just as you are, and just embrace the present.
your existence has made my life so meaningful and different, you;ve made me see the things which i could not see before,, you;ve helped me move on and see the brighter side of things, changing my perspectives in which, i would have never imagined to be!
right now, i want to focus and study hard so that i;ll be too exhausted to think about you, i will miss the times you challenge me and of course, becuase you;re always there no matter what, even if i bury you in the back of my mind or in the depths of my hollow heart, i;ll always be reminded of you some way or another .
i;ll be back, don;t worry .
just give me a moment.
love. me.
got so much hw to do , i don;t want to think of you now.
what we could have been, 8:15 AM.
