. . .. whiny cry baby
cant smile laugh talk eat properly .
ulcers, although, are small sores, but highly irritatable.
the alarm went off this morning.
radio dj was talking about m0oncake boxes and started asking WHY do you think the box is . . . . WHY why why , i wonder if its the bombardment of questions which made my head throb like nuts this morning. Whilst her talking about boxes and wrappings , my mind was thinking about SrF2 , transition metals. , . blah blah and compounds
so queasy by the time i was in school.
hurled Hcl. ew.
i was too complacent
and too slow
too slow.
he says that exams are a test of your speed of recall
i understand now.
i;m way too slow
i;m not strict with myself, not strict enough.
i must work 100 times harder.
i must be 2 times faster.
i must be much stricter with myself
i must be .
what we could have been, 8:55 PM.