Thursday, August 14, 2008
i had lunch at PH with hl,nel,thom and Yf today.
haha super funny when i asked them to read the literally english chinese words!! haha
apparently they are too li hai in chinese that they didn;t catch it. kkkkk
something like
戏优 图莫柔 ~~
or , 袜卡了共戏密？？
hahahha~~ when you read it aloud, it sounds so funny! LOL
anyways......... . .
i will not settle for anything less than what i worked so hard to achieve.
i worked so hard for it
i am still working hard for IT.
and it feels like its not yielding any results.
so annoying. but its alright.
I WILL GET IT.
math today was really disappointing,
i know that i can do it!!
i know it!!!
but then i was too careless
way too careless. !! >: !!!!!!@#
come on lorh
partial fractions leh!!!! what the hell
cover up rule only leh!!!!!!!!
how can i mistake 1 with HALF!?
SO stupid!!!!!!
i was slow,
too too slow.
ah@!#!@# T_T...
sigh, its really costly to be careless
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Its alright, its ok.
i will change.
my lifestyle is so unhealthy now!!
sometimes it feels so unbearable T_T....................
i didn;t step out of the house for 6 days b4 the exam and so much happened.
my colour is pale as if i am sickly
my body rejects when i eat in the morning
i;ve no appetite on mornings yet i can spam food on afternoons.
i then bloat and puke at night.
i can;t breathe properly at nights like something;s in my throat
my eyes can;t seem to tolerate light from the table lamp
my left eye is twitching and i still don;t see good luck ?
my mind is active and inactive at the wrong time. lol
i dream about differentiation .
and all the time, i feel like my body;s constricted by something
i feel so uncomfortable in my own skin
arrrgh
it feels so weird and sometimes it feels so unbearable ...
so so unbearable.............. ㅠ.ㅠ
so difficult,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
why must i have to handle such physical problems at this point of time-
deviation of concentration man..
i hope such irregularities will stop occurring soon
i really hope.
to be able to cope with all that until today,
i guess it explains a lot.
i;m really too thankful to you for praying for me
i am really suprised for how much faith you have in me..
thank God. thank you.
better get off the comp.
fight on
fight on .. . .
haha super funny when i asked them to read the literally english chinese words!! haha
apparently they are too li hai in chinese that they didn;t catch it. kkkkk
something like
戏优 图莫柔 ~~
or , 袜卡了共戏密？？
hahahha~~ when you read it aloud, it sounds so funny! LOL
anyways......... . .
i will not settle for anything less than what i worked so hard to achieve.
i worked so hard for it
i am still working hard for IT.
and it feels like its not yielding any results.
so annoying. but its alright.
I WILL GET IT.
math today was really disappointing,
i know that i can do it!!
i know it!!!
but then i was too careless
way too careless. !! >: !!!!!!@#
come on lorh
partial fractions leh!!!! what the hell
cover up rule only leh!!!!!!!!
how can i mistake 1 with HALF!?
SO stupid!!!!!!
i was slow,
too too slow.
ah@!#!@# T_T...
sigh, its really costly to be careless
@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@.....................................
Its alright, its ok.
i will change.
my lifestyle is so unhealthy now!!
sometimes it feels so unbearable T_T....................
i didn;t step out of the house for 6 days b4 the exam and so much happened.
my colour is pale as if i am sickly
my body rejects when i eat in the morning
i;ve no appetite on mornings yet i can spam food on afternoons.
i then bloat and puke at night.
i can;t breathe properly at nights like something;s in my throat
my eyes can;t seem to tolerate light from the table lamp
my left eye is twitching and i still don;t see good luck ?
my mind is active and inactive at the wrong time. lol
i dream about differentiation .
and all the time, i feel like my body;s constricted by something
i feel so uncomfortable in my own skin
arrrgh
it feels so weird and sometimes it feels so unbearable ...
so so unbearable.............. ㅠ.ㅠ
so difficult,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
why must i have to handle such physical problems at this point of time-
deviation of concentration man..
i hope such irregularities will stop occurring soon
i really hope.
to be able to cope with all that until today,
i guess it explains a lot.
i;m really too thankful to you for praying for me
i am really suprised for how much faith you have in me..
thank God. thank you.
better get off the comp.
fight on
fight on .. . .
what we could have been, 9:36 AM.
