Monday, August 4, 2008
USIRP~ been cheered up for the past few days.
can;t really get used to the pace of life again, for an instance i almost forgot that i was part of this busy lifestyle before i left. What wonders 5 days away from home can do to you. its only one week before the prelims and i am actually more relaxed about it than ever!
i mean seriously, ive been sleeping and using the comp since i got home on sat and i;ve been taking things wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to playfully.
haha thats strange on my part, i;ve been missing the whole challenge period since saturday : (
don;t even feel like coming back!! it was so fun! and really awesome,, , , ,, , i hope that our zest and enthusiasm won;t die down. funny, the facebook account is so alive please. hhaa
i miss everyone, i miss being woken up by malay music on the radio, c@ibei throwing the pillow at me to get me up, watching z.ming doing strange things at the dining table, watching nic get suanned by almost everyone, talking to everyone on bus trips, playing bang bang bang bang bang who died !! kind of games, observing everyone trying to observe the game patterns and achieving the "ultimate" feeling, playing with everyone, play play play play play ~~~ taking pictures , taking funny pictures!! gosh filtering the different accents , listeing to my own accent change from left right centre SLANG!, haha , pose for pictures, acting cute freely for once! pose for more pictures!!! hahahaha talking to aya and ami on bus trips, listen to the funny things the hk guys say to each other, hahaha stoning , listening to the funny thigns that people say to each other, esp the d@niel and HER.man and d|cky saying strange things to each other ,, ahahah super funny!! LOL,,,,,,,,,,, omtiannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn i really don;t feel like coming home T_T
really miss it lah,,,
but well, its time to return back to reality,
better start mugging, prelims le leh, no joke .. . ..
realised how lost i am,, but i will find my way,
"its gonna take some time to realise~~ "
been having really strange dreams nowadays, though i;m feeling relatively at peace,, but its just that perhaps i;m too relaxed about everything else, don;t know why.
Strange dreams, i;ve been dreaming about stuff like falling into a deep abyss and then praying really loudly for God's Forgiveness. i;ve been dreaming about suffocating, i dream that i am aware that i am talking in my sleep but i can;t wake up or move at all . sometimes i think i am moving , but i can;t move ,yet i am fully aware of whats happening around me, strange things, really strange.... . i can;t really explain anything now
i must be patient for my time will come
i must be persevering, for then i will finish
i must be happy, for my own sake
i must, not expect too much from others
i must ~~~
must not give up. must not lose hope.
must fight on ! must!
: ) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
thank you for your compliment and your help! : )
can;t really get used to the pace of life again, for an instance i almost forgot that i was part of this busy lifestyle before i left. What wonders 5 days away from home can do to you. its only one week before the prelims and i am actually more relaxed about it than ever!
i mean seriously, ive been sleeping and using the comp since i got home on sat and i;ve been taking things wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to playfully.
haha thats strange on my part, i;ve been missing the whole challenge period since saturday : (
don;t even feel like coming back!! it was so fun! and really awesome,, , , ,, , i hope that our zest and enthusiasm won;t die down. funny, the facebook account is so alive please. hhaa
i miss everyone, i miss being woken up by malay music on the radio, c@ibei throwing the pillow at me to get me up, watching z.ming doing strange things at the dining table, watching nic get suanned by almost everyone, talking to everyone on bus trips, playing bang bang bang bang bang who died !! kind of games, observing everyone trying to observe the game patterns and achieving the "ultimate" feeling, playing with everyone, play play play play play ~~~ taking pictures , taking funny pictures!! gosh filtering the different accents , listeing to my own accent change from left right centre SLANG!, haha , pose for pictures, acting cute freely for once! pose for more pictures!!! hahahaha talking to aya and ami on bus trips, listen to the funny things the hk guys say to each other, hahaha stoning , listening to the funny thigns that people say to each other, esp the d@niel and HER.man and d|cky saying strange things to each other ,, ahahah super funny!! LOL,,,,,,,,,,, omtiannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn i really don;t feel like coming home T_T
really miss it lah,,,
but well, its time to return back to reality,
better start mugging, prelims le leh, no joke .. . ..
realised how lost i am,, but i will find my way,
"its gonna take some time to realise~~ "
been having really strange dreams nowadays, though i;m feeling relatively at peace,, but its just that perhaps i;m too relaxed about everything else, don;t know why.
Strange dreams, i;ve been dreaming about stuff like falling into a deep abyss and then praying really loudly for God's Forgiveness. i;ve been dreaming about suffocating, i dream that i am aware that i am talking in my sleep but i can;t wake up or move at all . sometimes i think i am moving , but i can;t move ,yet i am fully aware of whats happening around me, strange things, really strange.... . i can;t really explain anything now
i must be patient for my time will come
i must be persevering, for then i will finish
i must be happy, for my own sake
i must, not expect too much from others
i must ~~~
must not give up. must not lose hope.
must fight on ! must!
: ) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
thank you for your compliment and your help! : )
what we could have been, 8:17 AM.
