Tuesday, September 30, 2008
they sing about it
feel like whining ,, cos i don;t know whats the flipping feeling i am feeling inside
아쉬운 감이 들다
aaaaaaa~~
the days you wanna come out of your skin
feel like whining ,, cos i don;t know whats the flipping feeling i am feeling inside
아쉬운 감이 들다
aaaaaaa~~
the days you wanna come out of your skin
what we could have been, 7:11 AM.
Monday, September 29, 2008
unexplainable why their songs are so addictive.
even though sometimes it doesn;t make sense . lol
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SIGH
i;m so undeserving.\
sigh.
SIGH.
sigh
so shitz.
aiyah....................
just want to shut up!!!! shut up
but noooooo
ah..
okokokkook
just..... . . .. . .
leave it alone.
i;m feeling immense guilt
AHrihgiehiawgwag
ASDF would i ever be repentant? ? ? ? ?
to the thousand things in life.
I WANNA RUN.
what we could have been, 6:09 AM.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
just do whatever you want
do whatever you like
don;t care about what they think
don;t bother to record it down
the feelings will pass
hahah i am starting to see the silver lining behind the cloud regarding gp essays !
feeling good about the recent one i wrote.
anyways
STUDY HARD!! its gonna be over soon!! yay!
do whatever you like
don;t care about what they think
don;t bother to record it down
the feelings will pass
hahah i am starting to see the silver lining behind the cloud regarding gp essays !
feeling good about the recent one i wrote.
anyways
STUDY HARD!! its gonna be over soon!! yay!
what we could have been, 7:59 AM.
Monday, September 22, 2008
i feel disgusted
i look with contempt
i disagree
i also look with envy
i feel really strange
i feel guilt.
i feel weird
ahhhhhhhh~ i am envious toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
T_T.
the kind of feeling where you just want to get out of your skin?
yup. thats it
i look with contempt
i disagree
i also look with envy
i feel really strange
i feel guilt.
i feel weird
ahhhhhhhh~ i am envious toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
T_T.
the kind of feeling where you just want to get out of your skin?
yup. thats it
what we could have been, 7:47 AM.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
정신 나갔니? ?
바보같이. . ...
아~~~!@!!
suckage. major suckage
i mean
i need to exert more self discipline than this
this is so unlike me!
HAVE MORE CONVICTION!
study hard lah please.
: ( critical thinking is testing my limits
i mean, sigh, i dno~~~
AQ is .. . . .. .
i want to think critically
any any advice anyone ? ?
OK my family has been so nice to me,
so i should repay them,
study study study !!!!
SHOULD STAY AWAY FROM COMPUTER
but can you please reply my mail ?? ? ?
then i can go in peace. : (
i don;t know., i hate this feeling
hate this attitude
hate hate hate!
이건 싫어요!
i will change!!!
CHANGE
바보같이. . ...
아~~~!@!!
suckage. major suckage
i mean
i need to exert more self discipline than this
this is so unlike me!
HAVE MORE CONVICTION!
study hard lah please.
: ( critical thinking is testing my limits
i mean, sigh, i dno~~~
AQ is .. . . .. .
i want to think critically
any any advice anyone ? ?
OK my family has been so nice to me,
so i should repay them,
study study study !!!!
SHOULD STAY AWAY FROM COMPUTER
but can you please reply my mail ?? ? ?
then i can go in peace. : (
i don;t know., i hate this feeling
hate this attitude
hate hate hate!
이건 싫어요!
i will change!!!
CHANGE
what we could have been, 7:37 AM.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
random ramblings.
online shopping!! looks so tempting!
I feel like splurging,
i am such a plain girl.
i want to buy a bag
WHY ARE CHILDREN SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
why are they so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to have better language skills for essays.
why did he stop playing with me ? ??
its not fun anymore.
guess reality just sucks the fun out things sometimes,
why did heshe stop talking to me ? : (
why do we suck at doing what we love
why must chocolate be sinful? : (
do you want to talk to me ?
watching korean dramas make me feel strange.
how white can skin actually get?
discovery channel is just awesome!
i wish that they would stop airing the same few episodes of Mthbusters
I LOVE THE WHOLE WORLD < < <~
doing things slowly makes me enjoy them more,
man, faceb0ok;s pet s0ciety is cute!!!
i should not be playing at all.
i should rip the organs off my computer.
i feel like a meanie.
people are so nice to me!
i decided to go for Grad night.
i wish i could have more self control than this
hes so hot hot
they are so hot hot!
study now~
online shopping!! looks so tempting!
I feel like splurging,
i am such a plain girl.
i want to buy a bag
WHY ARE CHILDREN SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
why are they so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to have better language skills for essays.
why did he stop playing with me ? ??
its not fun anymore.
guess reality just sucks the fun out things sometimes,
why did heshe stop talking to me ? : (
why do we suck at doing what we love
why must chocolate be sinful? : (
do you want to talk to me ?
watching korean dramas make me feel strange.
how white can skin actually get?
discovery channel is just awesome!
i wish that they would stop airing the same few episodes of Mthbusters
I LOVE THE WHOLE WORLD < < <~
doing things slowly makes me enjoy them more,
man, faceb0ok;s pet s0ciety is cute!!!
i should not be playing at all.
i should rip the organs off my computer.
i feel like a meanie.
people are so nice to me!
i decided to go for Grad night.
i wish i could have more self control than this
hes so hot hot
they are so hot hot!
study now~
what we could have been, 8:07 AM.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Turning eighteen on this seventeenth.
I was pretty pessimistic about turning eighteen,
mainly cos i didn;t think i want to grow up just yet,
just tonnes of uncertainty, or perhaps its jut that here are so many things i have not found out about myself before turning into this, strange new age.
even though i want to find out much about myself, countless personality tests are just fakeos man,
This it what one of the FEW says about me.
Lime Tree (Doubt) - intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.
Lolz,
i almost cringed like a sour lime.
please tell me whether or not , you . . .. .
Love fighting and stress,
does not enjoy get away vacations
and appear to be something they are not .
like, almost everyone is this way or another
haha honestly,some of these tests are damn duh lah,
i guess the only way i can really find out about myself is to take things as it is ,
i was really touched when i went to school today,
i was feeling pretty pessimistic about being o..lder and i didn;t even expect people to know, especially since, i;ve been pretty disconnected to people around me ever since i was partially disconnected from the world around me this whole two years.
But, man the tides turned,
the morning messages instantaneously swept the blues away.. .
and the blessings i got in school was just ,, touching,,kkk
and throughout the day, people kept showering me with blessings...~
really want to thank you,,, you know who you all are...
you from the not so other side , other side of singapore ,wearing that different uniform.,, kkk
you, the small red fruit found on cakes and your sweet blessings.
boyle's good friends hl sharon and pris and the four bros .,!
star *jinger* who greeted me a biggggggggggg hug early in the morning
a morning paw hand shake from a cat, haha.
you who sent me your blessings from halfway across the world and living four hours ahead of me : ), you girls and guys from halfway across the classroom , within 7 meters in radius of me. ,,
you who were too shy to shout across the room, , haha
dear darlings from the WTF, J;JTKD committee . hahahah pun intended,
mrs ph3lps ,twinz, crazy one and the "singing legend"
you my dear duck
you all know who you are,,,,
thank you for wishing me happiness!! i truly am : )
Right after school, Qianzzz asked me to a comp lab and gave me a coffee bean cake ,,really sweet. and apparently i think the whole (eating in the classroom ) crime scene was taped down by the security cam in the room. LOLZ, but thats fine, makes it more memorable. lol.
i spent the rest of the afternoon with Quantum and nuclear.,
i then spent my evening with DJ mom and EJ and ting at sakura for a buffet!,,
MAKAN eat eat eat eat eat .............. take and eat. haha
PHOTOSSSSSSSSSSSS photos photos. hahaha~
i am now fat full contented and happy. hahaha~
This day has been a blessing, great great blessing, hhh
i wouldn;t wish for it to be spent otherwise.
i now accept the fact that, i;m not really a kid, and that i have more responsibility, kkk,, more things i ought to be expected to do.
but its ok~ i am still happy to do it. : )
for now, i am gonna disappear to study!
theres actually a mock math test tomorrow -________________-! haha
Yay and since people wish me As for A levels,
it shall be confirmed! haha
for now,
study!
and to [you]s,,, even though you don;t remember me at all, or may have forgotten me, or just neglected our friendship all this while,,, you just made me feel like i;ve been missing out on much more by investing time in us. I now treasure my time a little more.
I was pretty pessimistic about turning eighteen,
mainly cos i didn;t think i want to grow up just yet,
just tonnes of uncertainty, or perhaps its jut that here are so many things i have not found out about myself before turning into this, strange new age.
even though i want to find out much about myself, countless personality tests are just fakeos man,
This it what one of the FEW says about me.
Lime Tree (Doubt) - intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.
Lolz,
i almost cringed like a sour lime.
please tell me whether or not , you . . .. .
Love fighting and stress,
does not enjoy get away vacations
and appear to be something they are not .
like, almost everyone is this way or another
haha honestly,some of these tests are damn duh lah,
i guess the only way i can really find out about myself is to take things as it is ,
i was really touched when i went to school today,
i was feeling pretty pessimistic about being o..lder and i didn;t even expect people to know, especially since, i;ve been pretty disconnected to people around me ever since i was partially disconnected from the world around me this whole two years.
But, man the tides turned,
the morning messages instantaneously swept the blues away.. .
and the blessings i got in school was just ,, touching,,kkk
and throughout the day, people kept showering me with blessings...~
really want to thank you,,, you know who you all are...
you from the not so other side , other side of singapore ,wearing that different uniform.,, kkk
you, the small red fruit found on cakes and your sweet blessings.
boyle's good friends hl sharon and pris and the four bros .,!
star *jinger* who greeted me a biggggggggggg hug early in the morning
a morning paw hand shake from a cat, haha.
you who sent me your blessings from halfway across the world and living four hours ahead of me : ), you girls and guys from halfway across the classroom , within 7 meters in radius of me. ,,
you who were too shy to shout across the room, , haha
dear darlings from the WTF, J;JTKD committee . hahahah pun intended,
mrs ph3lps ,twinz, crazy one and the "singing legend"
you my dear duck
you all know who you are,,,,
thank you for wishing me happiness!! i truly am : )
Right after school, Qianzzz asked me to a comp lab and gave me a coffee bean cake ,,really sweet. and apparently i think the whole (eating in the classroom ) crime scene was taped down by the security cam in the room. LOLZ, but thats fine, makes it more memorable. lol.
i spent the rest of the afternoon with Quantum and nuclear.,
i then spent my evening with DJ mom and EJ and ting at sakura for a buffet!,,
MAKAN eat eat eat eat eat .............. take and eat. haha
PHOTOSSSSSSSSSSSS photos photos. hahaha~
i am now fat full contented and happy. hahaha~
This day has been a blessing, great great blessing, hhh
i wouldn;t wish for it to be spent otherwise.
i now accept the fact that, i;m not really a kid, and that i have more responsibility, kkk,, more things i ought to be expected to do.
but its ok~ i am still happy to do it. : )
for now, i am gonna disappear to study!
theres actually a mock math test tomorrow -________________-! haha
Yay and since people wish me As for A levels,
it shall be confirmed! haha
for now,
study!
and to [you]s,,, even though you don;t remember me at all, or may have forgotten me, or just neglected our friendship all this while,,, you just made me feel like i;ve been missing out on much more by investing time in us. I now treasure my time a little more.
what we could have been, 8:56 AM.
Friday, September 12, 2008
世界上没有丑的人，只有懒惰的人。
if what i am doing is not enough, then i must do more.
i am happy to study harder. i love what i study . Even though i am stressed from studying or what ,,it doesn;t matter., kkk cos i still love what i am doing!!
hhh myth busters is super fun!!! luv it
Adam says " ITS TIME, FOR SCIENCE!!!!!"
econs was shocking, ,cos i thought i was pretty well prepared for the topics, but it turns out that i just didn;t give what the question wanted. but its ok. !! learn from mistakes right,, kk
hhh and oh man!! grad night...... hahahah been really sensitive when i hear people say " prrrooommmmmmm night" ..just something about the word that i just dislike. lol! its almost equivalent to how much i dislike the word " oppaaaaaaaa " in korean. hhhhhhhhh its so .. . .
neways. ahh~ hahah still hesitant !
it;ll be fun if i actually have friends to go with ,
anyways better start studying!!!
my phone died so thats fine,
i feel strengthened.
fighting!
PS, 주노~~<3<3<3
if what i am doing is not enough, then i must do more.
i am happy to study harder. i love what i study . Even though i am stressed from studying or what ,,it doesn;t matter., kkk cos i still love what i am doing!!
hhh myth busters is super fun!!! luv it
Adam says " ITS TIME, FOR SCIENCE!!!!!"
econs was shocking, ,cos i thought i was pretty well prepared for the topics, but it turns out that i just didn;t give what the question wanted. but its ok. !! learn from mistakes right,, kk
hhh and oh man!! grad night...... hahahah been really sensitive when i hear people say " prrrooommmmmmm night" ..just something about the word that i just dislike. lol! its almost equivalent to how much i dislike the word " oppaaaaaaaa " in korean. hhhhhhhhh its so .. . .
neways. ahh~ hahah still hesitant !
it;ll be fun if i actually have friends to go with ,
anyways better start studying!!!
my phone died so thats fine,
i feel strengthened.
fighting!
PS, 주노~~<3<3<3
what we could have been, 9:58 AM.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
things are so predictable most of the time
but we just choose to do something else.
we know this will happen if we do not do this .
but sometimes we just choose that.
whats your point?
if you are so bent on not even considering to weigh my opinions, then why bother asking me for them ? and then, you hear something that doesn't correspond to your opinion or ,what you think, you are doubtfully dismiss the matter.
if you don't trust or think anything of what i say, then don't waste the time. i seriously don't mind not being asked
i feel really odd around people nowadays
feeling quite strange being around others ..
maybe i;m becoming too used to being alone.
oh my god. this is not good. hahaha
you know, 몰라 ?
yeah.. 잘몰라
ahhhhhhh
isolation and increasingly antisocial.
this is so,,, unlike me previously.
perhaps i;m just changing.
increasingly, people are actually asking
" are you a very quiet person ? ?"
i could almost agree.
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set your heart and mind to it.
study like you;ve never studied before,
i see it , i believe it.
man, ;m actually alone.
but we just choose to do something else.
we know this will happen if we do not do this .
but sometimes we just choose that.
whats your point?
if you are so bent on not even considering to weigh my opinions, then why bother asking me for them ? and then, you hear something that doesn't correspond to your opinion or ,what you think, you are doubtfully dismiss the matter.
if you don't trust or think anything of what i say, then don't waste the time. i seriously don't mind not being asked
i feel really odd around people nowadays
feeling quite strange being around others ..
maybe i;m becoming too used to being alone.
oh my god. this is not good. hahaha
you know, 몰라 ?
yeah.. 잘몰라
ahhhhhhh
isolation and increasingly antisocial.
this is so,,, unlike me previously.
perhaps i;m just changing.
increasingly, people are actually asking
" are you a very quiet person ? ?"
i could almost agree.
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set your heart and mind to it.
study like you;ve never studied before,
i see it , i believe it.
man, ;m actually alone.
what we could have been, 9:34 AM.
Saturday, September 6, 2008
it has been Fing disappointing, i don;t even know what to say
just shut up.
just shut up.
what we could have been, 11:19 AM.
