Turning eighteen on this seventeenth.
I was pretty pessimistic about turning eighteen,
mainly cos i didn;t think i want to grow up just yet,
just tonnes of uncertainty, or perhaps its jut that here are so many things i have not found out about myself before turning into this, strange new age.
even though i want to find out much about myself, countless personality tests are just fakeos man,
This it what one of the FEW says about me.
Lime Tree (Doubt) - intelligent, hard working
, accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones,
hates fighting and stress,
enjoys getaway vacations,
may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.
Lolz,
i almost cringed like a sour lime.
please tell me whether or not , you . . .. .
Love fighting and stress,
does not enjoy get away vacations
and appear to be something they are not .
like, almost everyone is this way or another
haha honestly,some of these tests are damn duh lah,
i guess the only way i can really find out about myself is to take things as it is ,
i was really touched when i went to school today,
i was feeling pretty pessimistic about being o..lder and i didn;t even expect people to know, especially since, i;ve been pretty disconnected to people around me ever since i was partially disconnected from the world around me this whole two years.
But, man the tides turned,
the morning messages instantaneously swept the blues away.. .
and the blessings i got in school was just ,, touching,,kkk
and throughout the day, people kept showering me with blessings...~
really want to thank you,,, you know who you all are...
you from the not so other side , other side of singapore ,wearing that different uniform.,, kkk
you, the small red fruit found on cakes and your sweet blessings.
boyle's good friends hl sharon and pris and the four bros .,!
star *jinger* who greeted me a biggggggggggg hug early in the morning
a morning paw hand shake from a cat, haha.
you who sent me your blessings from halfway across the world and living four hours ahead of me : ), you girls and guys from halfway across the classroom , within 7 meters in radius of me. ,,
you who were too shy to shout across the room, , haha
dear darlings from the WTF, J;JTKD committee . hahahah pun intended,
mrs ph3lps ,twinz, crazy one and the "singing legend"
you my dear duck
you all know who you are,,,,
thank you for wishing me happiness!! i truly am : )
Right after school, Qianzzz asked me to a comp lab and gave me a coffee bean cake ,,really sweet. and apparently i think the whole (eating in the classroom ) crime scene was taped down by the security cam in the room. LOLZ, but thats fine, makes it more memorable. lol.
i spent the rest of the afternoon with Quantum and nuclear.,
i then spent my evening with DJ mom and EJ and ting at sakura for a buffet!,,
MAKAN eat eat eat eat eat .............. take and eat. haha
PHOTOSSSSSSSSSSSS photos photos. hahaha~
i am now fat full contented and happy. hahaha~
This day has been a blessing, great great blessing, hhh
i wouldn;t wish for it to be spent otherwise.
i now accept the fact that, i;m not really a kid, and that i have more responsibility, kkk,, more things i ought to be expected to do.
but its ok~ i am still happy to do it. : )
for now, i am gonna disappear to study!
theres actually a mock math test tomorrow -________________-! haha
Yay and since people wish me As for A levels,
it shall be confirmed! haha
for now,
study!
and to [you]s,,, even though you don;t remember me at all, or may have forgotten me, or just neglected our friendship all this while,,, you just made me feel like i;ve been missing out on much more by investing time in us. I now treasure my time a little more.
what we could have been, 8:56 AM.