Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Apologies about my not-very-comprehensive musings which makes you wonder what i am referring to 90% of the time.
Tough there is so much to write about, at the end of the day, i'll just let the moment sink in and theres not much need for me to share , since we mostly learn from our own experiences and mistakes. (can't deny, like how many times someone told nagged you not to do it until you did it and then you decided to never do it again ). No point trying to force feed your lessons into other people. you get the drift lol
Well, trying to Stop thinking about embarrassing incidents is bad enough ( oh god i;ve been doing a lot of that recently, really wanna die whenever i think about it ) , and having to record it and then read it next time sounds, equally bad.
Holidays have been great. But i think i should be socializing more. lol
the horrible side is that i;ve been feeling so guilty of what i've done! which i know the person is really forgiving, but you know ,somehow i know that i am responsible for whatever consequences which may happen next time.
For a side note , i wish to be less noisy beside quiet people cos i tend to TRY striking a conversation when people don;t talk and end up talking about things which i;ve never intended of as " topics'' . good grief.
well enough talking about me me me . lol . mimi.
i want to go back to church sometime. I hope for some advice.
내게 능력 주시는 자 안에서 내가 모든 것을 할 수 있느니라. (빌립보서 4장 13절)
Tough there is so much to write about, at the end of the day, i'll just let the moment sink in and theres not much need for me to share , since we mostly learn from our own experiences and mistakes. (can't deny, like how many times someone told nagged you not to do it until you did it and then you decided to never do it again ). No point trying to force feed your lessons into other people. you get the drift lol
Well, trying to Stop thinking about embarrassing incidents is bad enough ( oh god i;ve been doing a lot of that recently, really wanna die whenever i think about it ) , and having to record it and then read it next time sounds, equally bad.
Holidays have been great. But i think i should be socializing more. lol
the horrible side is that i;ve been feeling so guilty of what i've done! which i know the person is really forgiving, but you know ,somehow i know that i am responsible for whatever consequences which may happen next time.
For a side note , i wish to be less noisy beside quiet people cos i tend to TRY striking a conversation when people don;t talk and end up talking about things which i;ve never intended of as " topics'' . good grief.
well enough talking about me me me . lol . mimi.
i want to go back to church sometime. I hope for some advice.
내게 능력 주시는 자 안에서 내가 모든 것을 할 수 있느니라. (빌립보서 4장 13절)
what we could have been, 5:34 PM.
