Sunday, January 18, 2009

i;m in this phase of picking on myself again
picking out the flaws in my character
and trying to correct myself again and again
regarding physical appearances,
i almost can;t be bothered, but again i sound almost bothered 90 % of the time
which really annoys me because i don;t want to about it !
but somehow i just do end up talking about it

i hate looking into the mirror now
i just take a 5 second glimpse, straighten out my mane
put on the blimming clothes which i hate
and i briskly make my way to the next destination.
I notice people staring at my mane
wondering if it really originated from the wilderness
staring at my appearance, which makes me go -ugh-

i don;t like that

but it doesn't matter,
i am just gonna ignore.

anyway i decided to, do wahat i want to do : )

what we could have been, 7:09 AM.