Saturday, January 10, 2009
mom ej and i went to malaysia today
got haircuts!!!!! :D hahaha
its no longer a mane . , and my hair looks tamed now lol
흠,,. .
theres so much on my mind,
but i don;t really know what to say.
we know that we don't want to live to prove to others
how much we can achieve, or how much we can do.
but sometimes we are just forced by our circumstances or perhaps just by someone who has more influence over us.
we end up trying to prove ourselves if we are not careful.
I feel lost,
perhaps we are so used to having people exerting certain influence over us that we live the life that the person wants and not what we want.
Sadly, i feel lost about what i want.
Later on , we are given our pair of wings to take flight,
they say we should do what we want.
stretch out your wings and move on.
But i don;t know how to fly, without instructions, without an operator
we wait for a strong gust of wind to carry our wings and help us take flight.
but, i'm just spiraling towards the floor.
we are no kite.
we are living
we must learn to take flight ourselves
i am fearing.
man i taunt about the same problem too often.
-autopilot
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sit in perfect silence, and savor every second .
thats the kind of friendship and relationship i want to develop.
got haircuts!!!!! :D hahaha
its no longer a mane . , and my hair looks tamed now lol
흠,,. .
theres so much on my mind,
but i don;t really know what to say.
we know that we don't want to live to prove to others
how much we can achieve, or how much we can do.
but sometimes we are just forced by our circumstances or perhaps just by someone who has more influence over us.
we end up trying to prove ourselves if we are not careful.
I feel lost,
perhaps we are so used to having people exerting certain influence over us that we live the life that the person wants and not what we want.
Sadly, i feel lost about what i want.
Later on , we are given our pair of wings to take flight,
they say we should do what we want.
stretch out your wings and move on.
But i don;t know how to fly, without instructions, without an operator
we wait for a strong gust of wind to carry our wings and help us take flight.
but, i'm just spiraling towards the floor.
we are no kite.
we are living
we must learn to take flight ourselves
i am fearing.
man i taunt about the same problem too often.
-autopilot
----------------------------------------------
sit in perfect silence, and savor every second .
thats the kind of friendship and relationship i want to develop.
what we could have been, 7:25 AM.
