Tuesday, February 24, 2009
it raced through the hollow tunnel
the air glided past the perfectly smooth metal surfaces
seemingly cool air rushing into the cabins,
the cold wind brushing against my face through my unkempt hair
clinking steel in an almost fixed , timed frequency.
rustling wind and hollowing winds accompanying the symphony.
futile attempts to be heard, futile attempts to hear.. just almost.
it can;t go on forever, the thought of it made the walls close in on me.
before i knew it, it was over.
its amazing how much peace can be found in noisiest places.
as the day of the verdict closes in
my heart beats in the oddest frequency
perhaps its the uncertainty that makes it so frightening.
perhaps its the time that makes it frightening,
or, the fact that closing dates are close. closing, closed.
but i am certain its the uncertainty.
My younger sister tells me that i should go without any expectations
u wont be disappointed or anything this way.
haha but i am just certain about my breaking point, that's all i am sure about .
my twin says that we should go when everyone's gone.
but it takes away the excitement, the anxiety,. but the reason for taking the results together is so that we act as support for each other, rejoice together and be pillars of strength for each other.
all i know is that whatever happens , i will still love whatever i do no matter what.
the air glided past the perfectly smooth metal surfaces
seemingly cool air rushing into the cabins,
the cold wind brushing against my face through my unkempt hair
clinking steel in an almost fixed , timed frequency.
rustling wind and hollowing winds accompanying the symphony.
futile attempts to be heard, futile attempts to hear.. just almost.
it can;t go on forever, the thought of it made the walls close in on me.
before i knew it, it was over.
its amazing how much peace can be found in noisiest places.
as the day of the verdict closes in
my heart beats in the oddest frequency
perhaps its the uncertainty that makes it so frightening.
perhaps its the time that makes it frightening,
or, the fact that closing dates are close. closing, closed.
but i am certain its the uncertainty.
My younger sister tells me that i should go without any expectations
u wont be disappointed or anything this way.
haha but i am just certain about my breaking point, that's all i am sure about .
my twin says that we should go when everyone's gone.
but it takes away the excitement, the anxiety,. but the reason for taking the results together is so that we act as support for each other, rejoice together and be pillars of strength for each other.
all i know is that whatever happens , i will still love whatever i do no matter what.
what we could have been, 6:42 AM.
