Sunday, April 26, 2009
i was actually really angry.
i think there should have been a better reason as to why i was that angry,
i think there is something to learn.
i should be stronger and not be dented so easily.
when people are angry, they tend to do foolish things, they tend to become irrational,. i think they lose some form of control over themselves. they can;t really think straight.
i think one of the reasons that why some people who mention wanting to start life anew overseas, is to be able to leave everything behind , and then just start anew, and live the way that they think they should . To make it 'perfect' . when i was angry an hour ago, i was thinking like " just accept my application and let me leave everything behind and study overseas. " .. but i guess perhaps, for one to completely abandon the life before in one country thinking they can start anew somewhere else is simply irresponsible. i can't allow this thought to come to my mind anymore.
its ok,
i will Fight on
i will get there.
i promise.;
i make my own clothes,
i make my own stuff.
i don';t need approval.
i think there should have been a better reason as to why i was that angry,
i think there is something to learn.
i should be stronger and not be dented so easily.
when people are angry, they tend to do foolish things, they tend to become irrational,. i think they lose some form of control over themselves. they can;t really think straight.
i think one of the reasons that why some people who mention wanting to start life anew overseas, is to be able to leave everything behind , and then just start anew, and live the way that they think they should . To make it 'perfect' . when i was angry an hour ago, i was thinking like " just accept my application and let me leave everything behind and study overseas. " .. but i guess perhaps, for one to completely abandon the life before in one country thinking they can start anew somewhere else is simply irresponsible. i can't allow this thought to come to my mind anymore.
its ok,
i will Fight on
i will get there.
i promise.;
i make my own clothes,
i make my own stuff.
i don';t need approval.
what we could have been, 10:41 AM.
