its been a while.
hahaha the other day i told wanT.ing. haha
at a male shoe sale, you will always see females, even if the shoes are not for them. At a female shoe sale, you will definitely see females, and you only see males if they are a) sitting on the couch, or b) they are the salesmen.
haha an indian man looked strangely when i finished my observation.
OH BY the way ,did i mention that proj. runway is so fun! and inspiring, hahhha fashion is really ,a funny thing. Something may look so impractical and weird and yet it is considered High fashion ( maybe its just me) ,.. and something may look so .@@@@@ and yet its so costly. u know what i mean? its strange how things work .
so many things have happened and it really proved to me that , everything you do is never really a TOTAL waste of time. As if, every single event, the good or bad ones, the big or small ones , the seemingly insignificant ones,just , they form a piece of a puzzle in my life, though they may just be a piece by itself, but without it ,you don't really get the full picture. , it just occured to me and proven itslf to be so true. can;t really explain it until you experiecne it for yourself.
anyway!! i am still waiting!!! praying really. oh!!N.T.U has offered me a placing in their acc school! i am really excited about it , at the same time i am really praying hard, and waiting to be answered. i hope that whatever i do will fufil what i want to achieve ., i can;t say that i have specific goals, but i know that i will get there its just,, the path to choose, , its hard to decide. . shed more light please
so many things to do, Every single day, little things, little stitches , little light , seems to open up something for me, another perspective to consider, a new skill to be learnt, a new approach to take, another challenge that presents itself to me, another method to improve. i suddenly understand some things,, , , i hope to see more. Following my parents around at work is really ,, , different,. . .kkk
something is still really bothering me, i can't seem to figure it. i think i feel ignored, or i think i feel neglected. but maybe thats just a perception,, the "i think ". it could be my fault. is what i do or say repelling people? ,. what is it wrong ?
nevermind, ,,just press on and fight, improve and change. When the going gets tough, the tough gets going!. fighting. . . . .
