to be really honest,
i have been feeling really irritated/ angry/ annoyed with certain issues these days.





i feel very sad when i see it empty.
i feel extremely sad when i am reminded that i always had to be the one. . . .
i am really irritated when she seems blame everyone else for everything.
i feel really annoyed that i can;t find the answer that i am seeking.
and ,, when i look at my past photos, i feel really puzzled, and disturbed as to how people could victimize and call me FAT, and i feel stupid that i believed them and allowed self hatred to consume me.







all these things together makes me wanna cry.
I am very certain that i need not to bother about all these issues so much, that by letting all these emotions overcome me, it means that i am letting go of control over it.

But its so overwhelming sometimes, its ,, . . . ack.




its ok, ,
Ecclesiastes 7- 9Be not hasty in thy spirit to be angry: for anger resteth in the bosom of fools.







i will take control of my situation
i will emerge stronger.

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