i know that i am angry ,i really am ,
at the same time, i know that due to free will, i can't force others.
i feel really screwed.
nevermind the fact that within a matter of days i could be making a decision based on impulse.
or perhaps the fact that i am doing it, and it might be a total waste of time,
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i want to melt in to the ground.
what we could have been, 9:25 AM.