Sunday, May 17, 2009
this Tuesday could be my opportunity, a miracle, something being entrusted to me.. .
it could lead me to an experience which will take me into a different zone to humble myself, to inculcate patience in me,, and to learn so much more...
Or i could be, doing something ,, else..
kk,, but of course there is still a large possibility that i don't get it ..hh
thinking on local level, i have a big hunch that there might be a great diversion of plans, i'm not too sure myself. .
I am really sorry to you all,, for you having to put up with me talking about these all the time, that i feel that you might want to slap me ? Forgive me if i have occupied many of our conversations with this, i promise that i will figure this out soon and make it up to you. Its been an all time low.
hh i'm like scrubbing ever last corner of my brains trying to figure things out,, ow. . .
it could lead me to an experience which will take me into a different zone to humble myself, to inculcate patience in me,, and to learn so much more...
Or i could be, doing something ,, else..
kk,, but of course there is still a large possibility that i don't get it ..hh
thinking on local level, i have a big hunch that there might be a great diversion of plans, i'm not too sure myself. .
I am really sorry to you all,, for you having to put up with me talking about these all the time, that i feel that you might want to slap me ? Forgive me if i have occupied many of our conversations with this, i promise that i will figure this out soon and make it up to you. Its been an all time low.
hh i'm like scrubbing ever last corner of my brains trying to figure things out,, ow. . .
what we could have been, 11:00 AM.
