can i describe what is on my mind? not really,
well i can;t say this is new lah, i mean i am always having a lot to say, and thinking a lot.
so whats been new? well, i went to HKshenzhenand macau in a span of five days . from 12th to seventeenth last week. its been a blast spending time with my mom and s,sis shopping eating eating shopping and taking in the wonderful sights . think massive photo dump on facebook sometime soon.
shenzhen is really a shopping paradise for the young, esp girls . its cheap, (min 12 - 20 SGD). Clothing sold are those you see on blog shops and stuff like that. however its pretty dangerous, i can;t explain much here though.
In hongkong, u can find a larger variety of higher end stuff.( depending on where you shop ) , worth investing in though..
macau is beautiful, its more of sights and casinos and eurpoean inspired architecture. Very nice. .. we stayed at the venetian ( THE BOF acted there !! ) its really luxorious.. didn;t get to explore much there though..
there is too much to be said about this trip, shan;t say much cos u should hear it from me : D!
from the fact that i;ve become pudgier in the course of this trip, well haha eating at the cha lou's there are . @@~~
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anyway i feel like i am becoming someone i detest.
i can;t seem to follow the same advice i give people.
i can;t seem to be able to confidendly take up a tuition job to teach chemistry.
what is holding me back? am i making a wrong move?
what am i fearing ? and if not what do i do?
and the thing is ,i fear being alone,, when i suddenly feel so left out, i feel so,, so,, ._.
why must i always do it. why?
is it just a thought, is it just pms,,
no we can;t blame these things,
i should change.
LOST LOST LSOT LSOT FUCKING LOST
