Saturday, July 11, 2009
ok a couple of things on my mind,
i don't really know if i wanna take math, or chem, and if so, applied M or Applied C?
and then, if i take those as my major, then what should i take as my minor? Forensic.S , psyche, math/chem or something to do with media,, aye
its such a headache considering that i don;t know what i can do or really like, or .. wtv,
nvm i will think about it when i am away,i am so confused.
Everytime i look through the list of tution kids, i see subs with i really am happy to teach, but i ownder why, if its the lack of knowledge that makes me so scared and unwilling to say YES i will take up the job. . . .
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To be honest, i was really upset that i didn;t get it.
when the idea first struck me, i thought it was , geniunely, really for me,
something that was unique, only to me,
something that i was here, on earth to do,
something which i could really do, and live out,
something. .. . .
btu no, it turns out no,,,
i feel so lost, was i decieving myself?
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am i fabricating another lie , ,or am i just discovering another side of myself
oh~~~ i hope i find soon..
anyway! will be away from SG this sun to next friday!
praying for safety!
i don't really know if i wanna take math, or chem, and if so, applied M or Applied C?
and then, if i take those as my major, then what should i take as my minor? Forensic.S , psyche, math/chem or something to do with media,, aye
its such a headache considering that i don;t know what i can do or really like, or .. wtv,
nvm i will think about it when i am away,i am so confused.
Everytime i look through the list of tution kids, i see subs with i really am happy to teach, but i ownder why, if its the lack of knowledge that makes me so scared and unwilling to say YES i will take up the job. . . .
=================================================
To be honest, i was really upset that i didn;t get it.
when the idea first struck me, i thought it was , geniunely, really for me,
something that was unique, only to me,
something that i was here, on earth to do,
something which i could really do, and live out,
something. .. . .
btu no, it turns out no,,,
i feel so lost, was i decieving myself?
==================================
am i fabricating another lie , ,or am i just discovering another side of myself
oh~~~ i hope i find soon..
anyway! will be away from SG this sun to next friday!
praying for safety!
what we could have been, 2:29 AM.
