Monday, August 24, 2009
right now, weather : awesome! , time : 4.38 am.
i just finished my Lab report about 30 minutes ago, . Finally!
its so wordy, long, tragic. Turns out, researching for so many different sources online, is not as good as i thought it would be too many chefs spoil the broth, haha. Tragic because, i thought i was right, and i wrote accordingly to the information i collected. But it turns out that i was thinking on an entirely opposite manner ! haha i can;t really describe what i was thinking really, but thank goodness my friends pull me back and i realise that, yes there is no need to make everything so complex.
weather is so great these two days,, for sleeping, but its sad that we have to drag ourselves out of bed when we could be curling up in the warm soft blankets and your skin in contact with the cool surface of the pillow and bed sheets. ~ so nice~ haha but NO! cannot ,, we must, get up and go to school -0- haha
anyway i am beginning to doubt myself, as a scientist ( to be!). For one, i am clearly lacking the observation powers (skills) that one should have. oh dear me, hope i can acquire this skill as i move along .
i realised that i have changed, maybe not for the better, for once , i realised that i gave in to my circumstances. Like how i always told myeslf that i would love whatever i needed to do ! like how i forced myself to love doing someting even if i was bad at it or reluctant to do it . But now, i seem to not have the same kind of preserverence i used to have , you know what i mean? haha
but its ok, its still me ! and i will regain my strength again and i wont be defeated.
i just finished my Lab report about 30 minutes ago, . Finally!
its so wordy, long, tragic. Turns out, researching for so many different sources online, is not as good as i thought it would be too many chefs spoil the broth, haha. Tragic because, i thought i was right, and i wrote accordingly to the information i collected. But it turns out that i was thinking on an entirely opposite manner ! haha i can;t really describe what i was thinking really, but thank goodness my friends pull me back and i realise that, yes there is no need to make everything so complex.
weather is so great these two days,, for sleeping, but its sad that we have to drag ourselves out of bed when we could be curling up in the warm soft blankets and your skin in contact with the cool surface of the pillow and bed sheets. ~ so nice~ haha but NO! cannot ,, we must, get up and go to school -0- haha
anyway i am beginning to doubt myself, as a scientist ( to be!). For one, i am clearly lacking the observation powers (skills) that one should have. oh dear me, hope i can acquire this skill as i move along .
i realised that i have changed, maybe not for the better, for once , i realised that i gave in to my circumstances. Like how i always told myeslf that i would love whatever i needed to do ! like how i forced myself to love doing someting even if i was bad at it or reluctant to do it . But now, i seem to not have the same kind of preserverence i used to have , you know what i mean? haha
but its ok, its still me ! and i will regain my strength again and i wont be defeated.
what we could have been, 1:37 PM.
