same ol, same ol,
i feel lonelier than i ever intended to be.
like how i always, and now am alone at home and cooking maggie mee , talking to myself.
and quit talking to me as if i owe you everything else including my time. becuase i don't.
i need a life,, perhaps i need a CCA, something to keep me busy, something to look forward to.
am i that easily read? am i so predictable. ? stop talking to me as if you know who i really am. , let alone stop telling me what i like and what i dont, when you dont even know what you are talkign about. and when you dont even ever take the intiative to know who i really am.
why, am i so easily moved, or fall in so easily. stop it and ,,dont go away.
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why do you turn your back on me, why.
please forget all of it,
just,, please
what we could have been, 5:27 AM.