can i say, that i am so angry, so angry that i am so dependent on it,
perhaps i am not miss independent after all,
can i say that i am so angry that i got impatient with myself.
haha i cant seem to playy the piano with more feelings,,, ah,,,
can i say that i am not readyt to be 19 yet!! holy! hahaha
but its ok,
for everything its own time,
for everything , its own journey
perhaps this is gonna be one of my toughest journeys yet.
what we could have been, 7:17 AM.