Friday, September 18, 2009
i had a great nineteenth ,, really great one in fact.
seriously , everyoen has been the sweetest things, i cant stand it !!! haha
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for a moment i feel like the meanest bitch on earth . yes i feel like the meanest bitch on earth!! not that i did something very evil or anything, btu that fact that i am not reacting in a manner that is more desired.
at least i did something very different today, i never imagined that i would , try to even step up to something.
i used to be so mugger, can i tell you honestly that i am actualyl a bit sick of working hard.. i always worked hard, worked so hard, but i feel so tired suddenly, this, feeling of idnependence keeps rising, like somehow i wanna be independent,, but i realiesd that i can;t , i have no capability to.. but then i want to,, so irritating.
can i tell you, that i was disappointed that the people whom i really loved, or i thought were really close friends, forgot that it was my birthday. / but actually maybe they just didn;t know.. Even accquaintances bothered to wish me! but then again its becuase they have the time to! and there is fB right, so who wouldnt, its so convenient. but my friends, they didn;t. perhaps i should trust them even moer than this, for the fact that our friendship runs deeper than a convenient happy birthday wish. yup but actually, i am not too affected by it. should not be. nope nope,! its just a Day . thats true right.
dumb dumb me. i must trust my friends a little more than this. haha
another thing,
or the fact that, the thing that runs thicker than water, actually, it feels diluted.
omg who am i kidding
nope.
you see, why do some people say that they like someone else, EVEN though they dont know them well? you see, perhaps its becuase, they are just in love with a fragment of their imagination.
am i just imaginating things? i think i am. please shoot me , shoot me oh please
exams are coming, still partially clueless about whats going on, omg i am so dead if this continues, haha
MUST STUDY!! 열십히공부해요.
seriously , everyoen has been the sweetest things, i cant stand it !!! haha
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for a moment i feel like the meanest bitch on earth . yes i feel like the meanest bitch on earth!! not that i did something very evil or anything, btu that fact that i am not reacting in a manner that is more desired.
at least i did something very different today, i never imagined that i would , try to even step up to something.
i used to be so mugger, can i tell you honestly that i am actualyl a bit sick of working hard.. i always worked hard, worked so hard, but i feel so tired suddenly, this, feeling of idnependence keeps rising, like somehow i wanna be independent,, but i realiesd that i can;t , i have no capability to.. but then i want to,, so irritating.
can i tell you, that i was disappointed that the people whom i really loved, or i thought were really close friends, forgot that it was my birthday. / but actually maybe they just didn;t know.. Even accquaintances bothered to wish me! but then again its becuase they have the time to! and there is fB right, so who wouldnt, its so convenient. but my friends, they didn;t. perhaps i should trust them even moer than this, for the fact that our friendship runs deeper than a convenient happy birthday wish. yup but actually, i am not too affected by it. should not be. nope nope,! its just a Day . thats true right.
dumb dumb me. i must trust my friends a little more than this. haha
another thing,
or the fact that, the thing that runs thicker than water, actually, it feels diluted.
omg who am i kidding
nope.
you see, why do some people say that they like someone else, EVEN though they dont know them well? you see, perhaps its becuase, they are just in love with a fragment of their imagination.
am i just imaginating things? i think i am. please shoot me , shoot me oh please
exams are coming, still partially clueless about whats going on, omg i am so dead if this continues, haha
MUST STUDY!! 열십히공부해요.
what we could have been, 8:54 AM.
