Monday, September 21, 2009
yup so basically, i realised that it is really IRRITATING to hear, people talk about themselves, all the time, really. haha and i realised that , that is me, sometimes, just talking abotu myself so much, hahaha THIS MUST CEASE!!! hohoho~
anyway, just recently, i dont know , why, feels like everyone has been struck or ,are having their confidence shaken, seems like i am not the only one, Misery loves company doesn;t it. ? but anyway, i am out of that phase already, stop the self pity KK ,haha i have to keep psychoing myself, but if i dnot believe in myself, i dont think others can also,
one of my goals this year, is to live differently,. to be more gracious in my dealings, and also to lead a life, whereby people will say "i want to be like her." hahaha!! BUT of course in order for this to work, i have to be less of a scardy cat, LESS WAY LESS my friend. BE BOLDER!
which is great! becuase really, there is a blatent PROMT that a challenge is coming, but i am so scared!! SO SCAREd to take it up. oh , God if i really do take it up, please provide!!! And o good grief, thinking about it makes my stomach flip like ten times, hahahaha.
Horoscope, ( something that one should not believe in ) is really addictive, i think, its funny, but reading it, forces you to focus and think abotu that one particular event in your life. but if you realised, the fact is that most of the hroscope readings are actually applicable to you. haha my lucky colour is green. hmm hahaha i wear green but nothing lucky really happens. hhaha
ok time to study! ITS RECESS WEEK but , haha it does not mean recess-by dictionary .com temporary withdrawal or cessation from the usual work or activity.
hahaha so i assume, or actually, must know that its a cessation from slacking : T
oh this feeling really really sucks, that i am so drawn ,yet i know that i can;t, i should not . stupid girl, stupid girl. You are in the mood to just call the whole thing off and shift direction entirely. yup, the horoscope is right about that then. haha.
THE IRONY of the situation,. oh thats funny
anyway, just recently, i dont know , why, feels like everyone has been struck or ,are having their confidence shaken, seems like i am not the only one, Misery loves company doesn;t it. ? but anyway, i am out of that phase already, stop the self pity KK ,haha i have to keep psychoing myself, but if i dnot believe in myself, i dont think others can also,
one of my goals this year, is to live differently,. to be more gracious in my dealings, and also to lead a life, whereby people will say "i want to be like her." hahaha!! BUT of course in order for this to work, i have to be less of a scardy cat, LESS WAY LESS my friend. BE BOLDER!
which is great! becuase really, there is a blatent PROMT that a challenge is coming, but i am so scared!! SO SCAREd to take it up. oh , God if i really do take it up, please provide!!! And o good grief, thinking about it makes my stomach flip like ten times, hahahaha.
Horoscope, ( something that one should not believe in ) is really addictive, i think, its funny, but reading it, forces you to focus and think abotu that one particular event in your life. but if you realised, the fact is that most of the hroscope readings are actually applicable to you. haha my lucky colour is green. hmm hahaha i wear green but nothing lucky really happens. hhaha
ok time to study! ITS RECESS WEEK but , haha it does not mean recess-by dictionary .com temporary withdrawal or cessation from the usual work or activity.
hahaha so i assume, or actually, must know that its a cessation from slacking : T
oh this feeling really really sucks, that i am so drawn ,yet i know that i can;t, i should not . stupid girl, stupid girl. You are in the mood to just call the whole thing off and shift direction entirely. yup, the horoscope is right about that then. haha.
THE IRONY of the situation,. oh thats funny
what we could have been, 9:09 PM.
