hmm
i think
i feel evil
thats why
hahaha
i was a mean bitch
but sometimes you have to be mean , in order to hurt someone else bad enough for them to realise.
i hate to hurt other people.
cos sometimes its just the only way,
hhhhhhhhhhh
ITS OK
kang han yuh ja,
i almost feel like giving up in uni,
i think its cos of laziness. haha
just lazy to study.
but no thats a wrong attitude.
drop out of school
but no,
no
no
i cannot do that.
i cannto that
get out of my mind
tihs thought.
get out of my mind
i am going to spend the rest of my three weeks studying like shit
hahahaha CSO NOTHING CAN AFFECT ME
i am DISCONNECTED FROM MY FEELINGS
comepletely disconnected,
i have no feelings
i have no feelings
i am a heartless pesron
a nobody. first
i am to be alone.
i am so mean thats why.
just
shut up, and study,
study
study.
haha just shut up and study
DREam big, i am nobody, prepare me to be somebody.
what we could have been, 5:06 AM.