I hate being an extrovert and i hate myself for being so open about my feelings all the freakhog time. This is my weakness. That ve mood of people around me has become a drug that i depend no. The response that i get is A drug that makes me happy. Especially if i can make someone else feel better. I made a good friend named someone like that too~! Which i Can totally relate =) but hello, good friend you completely forgot me=(. Haha. . ,feelings suck really. I have it when people refuse to share. I don't like people around me hurt. I don't like secrets to be kept. Perhaps its because when some one keeps something from you. Part of ve reason could be because they don't trust you enough. Which man that sucks. I'm not trustworthy enough i guess.. But its ok. I guess its through many things which one gives themselves away really =( damn sad and moody today. Perhaps its the weather. Its gonna be the exams soon. I have no motivation today. . . I'm just. Really sad and down beyond words.
what we could have been, 2:55 AM.