what is the big deal of not having any sleep
what is theb ig deal of skipping meals
what is the big deal of anything?
yeh i have lost my enthusiasm in so many things
i cant even be bothered to show expression! haha
this holidays i have been great becuase, hmm hahah
i wanna feel souless and wonder for a bit
yuo can say i have been robbed of my own opinion
i barely have any of my own opinion. you can just say that i am so used to conforming to other people;s opinion... .
peopel are not concerned wit my opinion most of the time
i really wonder why
they don't quote me.
what does this say about me?
i am not reliable? becuase i am so blur and unsure most of the time. is it . ?
and i heard everything about everyone else
and i dont think they have heard my point
or perhaps when i speak its just that they hear the same thing
which ! hahaha
dont be offended by my sianzed look now
cos seiously i cant be bothered. yup
cant be bothered
stop talking to me like that
hhhh
oh well
next sem
cap 5.0
i am prepared to go forward!
bring it on!
what we could have been, 2:36 AM.