could i say that 2009 was extremely fleeting.


could i say that i have so many secrets that i did not tell anyone


could i say that i have changed drastically that, i dont know of people saw


could i say that i am still facing some nitty gritty problems which i always try to get over.

could i say that there are so many little nuances which bother me ,and i always brush it off , haha with much difficulty.

could i say that i feel like 2009 didn;t really exist, that when i was 19 i never really lived.




i did so much stuff in 2009, i sewed my own stuff, i made a big decision for myself. i worked, i actually bought things for myself i learnt japanese LOL i made new friends and ,,,, miuch more,


but somehow all these things just zipped byy,
haha




i really believe that this year is a year in which i want to be more involved in other people;s lives.
that i dont wish to be a passing someone,
i dont want to be alone so much


i am always alone, i dont know why,
or is it just that i keep telling myself that i am . ?
but i am going to change that,
i hope by just changing the way i do things,
hahah


a lot of things.



i must do something different
SOMETHING different!

i beleive its going to be good.
GOOD : )

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