i;m going to die
what is wrong, now
that i am unsure about my own salvation
unsure about everything,
what is this about my blindness
this is so hard
i think i am gonna die
its so hard to not succumb
freakign tough
so so so so bloody tough
why why why no answer
how how how to get an answer?
its not that i am unwilling
its freaking not,
aiya i want to cry and slepe 24/7
some days i just feel like i dont exist
i am merely a carbon compound,
an organism part of a community
i am juust an insignificant compound.
what we could have been, 9:00 AM.