wow
i;ve always been alone
so , having people being nice to me, thats just ,, really.. something very different.
the very fact that people do ask you out and want to spend time with you, it shows that u are valued some way or another , fun to be with,, or anything else along that line,
its inevitable sometimes that we feel very dependent on such evidences to show or prove our popularity. or worth as friends. but yes, the sad truth is that it is.
i;m so not used to that, but i am not complaining about it i am just curious why someone suddenly finds value in this friendship i hav with them .
haha
ask me out so that i feel more worthy leh,
i;m just kidding.
hahaha
wow when i remember all the things i hav always imagined to hav or to do,,,,when i was younger i always wow, wen i remember it i always wonder,, wow, how awesome,
and what a far cry is it from where i am right now, hahaha
haha aiyo enough day dreaming la ahha
lab lab lab report to do,
what we could have been, 12:30 AM.