i dont know
if i didn;t have a choice perhaps i would be doing,, the "right " thing,
if i didn;t have a choice,i would have been thankful for what i got
i dont know if its just im letting what peopel think about it affect me ,,
thinking that this is not a blessing itself.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
PLEASE tell me what to do.
desperate.
freaking desperate
rubbish
what we could have been, 11:17 AM.