i used to be so super duper hard working,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
there wasn;t really no question i did not have regarding anything that was printed ofor me
and now tdoday i am here ,super lazy
how do you expect God;s angels to work if you dont even get up to work,
sometimes i get too judgmetnal, i get irritated becasue of everyone;s selfishness,, i feel that there is a lot of injustice going on becuase these people seemingly dont deserve something and then i get moody,,,
today i stand here, jealous of other people;s happiness,,, then i realised that i ymself am the selfish one, for i am not able to be happy for them.
sigh,
apart form thatl
there has never been something whcih i have not worked hard for, to ahchieve
sometimes it gets hard for me to come to terms with the fact that they could all be just ,given things. by grace, u no wot i mean?
i am talentless, easily bored,
bitter, and easily jealous,
PErhaps these are traits which i must change
i;m trusting this time,
i won;t be disappointed.
i will gain back my drive.
what we could have been, 10:28 AM.